under his shadow ( Carlos Sainz)

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Marisol Sainz had always felt like the shadow in her family, living under the brilliance of her brother Carlos. Carlos Sainz was the golden child, the pride of their parents, and the one who could do no wrong. He had made a name for himself in the world of Formula 1, racing for one of the most prestigious teams, and his success only seemed to magnify Marisol’s struggles. Despite her own accomplishments—graduating with honors, landing a respectable job, and pursuing her passion for art—nothing she did ever seemed good enough in her parents’ eyes.

Their father, in particular, was relentless in his criticism. He never hesitated to point out her flaws, comparing her to Carlos at every turn. It didn’t matter how hard Marisol tried or how much she achieved; in her father’s eyes, she would never be as successful, as talented, or as worthy as her brother.

Carlos was aware of the strain this dynamic placed on Marisol. He had always been close to his sister, protective of her in the way only an older brother could be. He saw the way their father’s words cut her down, the way her smile faltered whenever their parents dismissed her achievements. He hated seeing her hurt, and he did everything he could to lift her up, to remind her of her worth. But no matter how hard Carlos tried, he couldn’t shield her from the toxic environment at home.

One evening, after yet another family dinner where their father had belittled Marisol in front of everyone, she finally reached her breaking point. She had spent the entire meal listening to her father praise Carlos for his latest race, only to turn around and criticize her for not living up to the family’s expectations. Carlos had tried to intervene, to stand up for her, but their father had shut him down with a stern look and a few sharp words. Marisol had sat there in silence, the weight of her father’s disapproval pressing down on her like a physical burden.

After dinner, Marisol retreated to her room, her heart heavy with frustration and despair. She knew Carlos meant well, that he wanted to protect her, but it wasn’t enough. She felt suffocated, trapped in a life where she was constantly reminded of her perceived inadequacies. She couldn’t do it anymore. She couldn’t keep living in the shadow of her brother, under the constant scrutiny of her parents. Something had to change.

That night, while the house was quiet, Marisol made a decision. She packed a bag, filled with only the essentials, and wrote a letter to Carlos. She didn’t have the heart to confront him directly; she knew he would try to stop her, and she wasn’t sure she would have the strength to go through with it if he did. The letter was short, but it conveyed everything she needed to say:

*"Carlos,* 
*I’m sorry, but I can’t stay here anymore. I love you more than anything, but I need to find my own way, away from all of this. I know you’ve always tried to protect me, but this is something I have to do on my own. Please don’t come looking for me. I need space, and I need to figure out who I am without constantly being told that I’m not enough. Take care of yourself, and don’t worry about me—I’ll be okay.* 
*Love, Marisol."*

She left the letter on Carlos’ bedside table, knowing he would find it in the morning. Then, with one last look around her room, she quietly slipped out of the house and into the night, leaving everything she had ever known behind.

When Carlos found the letter the next morning, his heart sank. Panic set in as he realized that Marisol was gone. He immediately called her phone, but it went straight to voicemail. He searched the house, hoping she might still be somewhere nearby, but it was clear that she had left without any intention of being found. The guilt weighed heavily on him. He had failed to protect her, to shield her from their father’s harshness. He had always promised her that he would be there for her, but now she was gone, and there was nothing he could do.

Carlos tried to keep his composure as he informed his parents of Marisol’s departure. His father’s reaction was predictably cold, dismissing her actions as a tantrum, a cry for attention. His mother was more worried, but even she seemed to downplay the seriousness of the situation. Carlos, however, couldn’t shake the feeling that this time was different. Marisol wasn’t just running away; she was leaving for good.

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