~ Lilly ~
We were FINALLY home and it feels great. Ashley is taking me to the doctors because he wants an auctal pregnency test and an ultrasound done. I had enough time to unpack before Ash drug me out of the house and to the doctors. When we got there Ella met us up there. She did everything for us and we are now waiting in a room. A doctor came in and started talking to me about pregnency and shit before giving me the test. I had to pee in a cup and then give it back to the doctor. It would take about half an hour for the resualts to come back so Ash took me and Ella out to lunch. We are having Subway!! Ash ordered my food for me and sat down next to me. He kissed me very hard noticing stupid fangirls watching us like hawks.
"I fucking love you Lilly!" He said pulling away from the kiss.
"I love you too Ashie bear." I said innerlocking hands with him. We all ate and went back to the hospital. We were let back to our room and a few minutes later the doctor walked in with a clipboard.
"Well Lilly you deffently are not pegnent..." He said a little confused.
"I don't know wht could have caused the sickness you had." He said flipping through the papers.
"You said you only had the sickness for one day right?" He asked me. I nodded in reply and he continued on for a little more and sent us on our way. When we got in the car Ashley looked like he was about to cry.
"Ash, what's wrong?" I asked looking at him. A few tears fell down his face and he quickly wipped them away.
"Babe! What's wrong?!" I yelled at him. The tears stated streaming down his face and he punched the steering wheel in anger.
"I was so fucking happy for the baby!!" He yelled. I put my hand on his shoulder to confert him but he shoved me off of him. That litterly killed me on the inside. I climbed out of the car and slammed the door. I ran towards the woods with tears streaming down my face while Ash got out and chased after me. As soon as I get in the woods I shifted and I was about to run when Ash caught up to me.
"Lilly, please! I'm sorry!" He yelled. I shook my head at him since I didn't want to talk.
"Please come with me or at least go strait home." He said to me. I phased back and looked at him.
"I need to clear my head. I'll see you at home Ash." I said shifting back and turning around.
"Lilly! Just come with me and we can setel things out." He said being persistent as hell. I growled a 'no' but he kept going on. I growled viciously letting my temper get the best of me. He took a step back automatically in fear. If a seven foot wolf growled at you like it was going to rip your head off you'd back up too.
"I said I'll be home soon! Leave!" I yelled in wolf form. He turned around and walked out of the woods and I took off towards our house. I was there within five minutes and I just went in the back and climbed the highest tree there was. I phased back and was watching the night sky. I stayed up there for a few hours until it started down pouring and Ashley forced me to come inside. He wrapped a towel around me as I came down from the tree. We went inside and laid down in bed. Ash fell asleep rather quickly but I couldn't sleep at all. I tried cuddling up to Ash, going back outside, taking a shower, snuggling T and K, going for a run, eating, drinking some tea, etc. etc. There was only one thing I could do to fall asleep. Wake Ashley up for a little naughty time, I could use it.
