- Ashley's POV -
I heard something hit the floor hard. Me and Juliet raced up the stairs and to the bathroom door. Lilly was out on the floor and there were all of my pill bottles empty on the counter.
"Juliet call 911 right now." I yelled at her as she ripped her phone out of her pocket. I ran over to Lilly and picked her up. I quickly went strait into checking her pulse and her heart was barley beating. I went blank until the paramedics got there. They took Lilly and Juliet went with them because I was a train wreck. I could barley talk, let alone sit in an ambulance for the whole ride there while my wife is sitting in front of me dying. Someone walked up the stairs of my house and stood in the door.
"Ash?" They asked. I turned around to see Jinxx and Sammi in the doorway.
"Yes?" I asked them.
"What happened with Lilly? Juliet called me and told me to pick you up." Sammi said to me. I started shaking and breathing heavy.
"Never mind. Let's go Ash." Jinxx said grabbing me and pulling my off the floor and down the stairs. They drove me to the hospital and took me inside. Juliet was standing in the door waiting for us.
"They won't let me see her. Only husbands or family." She told me. I walked up to the front desk and stood there for a second.
"How can I help you sir?" The lady asked looking up at me.
"Ummm... I need to see L-lilly Purdy." I said shaky.
"Sorry sir. She can't have any visitors unless you're married to her or a sibling." She said typing on her computer.
"I'm her husband." I said trying to clam down.
"Okay, we need to verify that. What was her maiden name?" She asked me.
"Lilly Sammers." I said to her.
"When is her birthday?" She asked me. "April 28, 1994." I said starting to get impatient.
"Okay, what is her e-" She was saying before I cut her off.
"Her eye color is violet, she was born in Michigan, she has no siblings, she is an orphan, she is a ginger, we got married a few weeks ago. What else do you need to know? All I want to do is see my fucking wife!" I snapped at her.
"Sir, there's no need to be rude." The lady said to me.
"I'm not being rude you stupid fucking bitch. I'm fucking worrying about my wife who just tried to commit suicide because my best friend snapped at her. Wouldn't you be worried if the one person who your whole world revolves around tried to kill them self in basically the same room as you? Wouldn't you want to be there with them, making sure they're okay, just wanting to be there with them. Think about it." I said looking at her. She sat there shocked and so did everyone else in the waiting room.
"Look at me. I used to be a fucking man-whore, different girl every night. Then I met Lilly, I stopped everything for her. I'd die for her. You have no clue how much I wish that was me dying in that fucking room and not her. I love her more than I love anything. I'm a fucking train wreck right now. Earlier I was out buying a bunch of stuff for her which is sitting in my living room waiting to be opened. I just got a tattoo for her I was going to show her right before my friend snapped. You can ask anyone that knows me. Ask my friends back there. Ask them how bad I am right now, ask them how much I want to be in there with her, ask them how much I love her. Ask them." I said right before breaking down right there. I turned out and ran out of the fucking hospital. I mean I full out ran out of there. Jinxx came out after me. I've only broke down once in front of anyone. The first time was when Lilly first left. All of the guys were at my house and I just broke down. I was a mess for a few days after she first left. I kept running until the waterworks started fully. I fell to my knees and started sobbing. Jinxx finally caught up to me and grabbed me. I was sobbing, shaking, hyperventilating, and I couldn't even stand.
