Give me closure (Alex Dorame fanfic) [Lesbian Story]

I dont know what to name this chapter XD

A/N: anyone else notice that after I started publishing this, other Alex Dorame fanfics started being published? Because the only reason I started writing this was because there were none, and now there are heaps XD
I feel like I've started something here! ^-^
*feeling proud of myself*

Sorry for not updating in so long, I'm having issues with writing and stuffs in my personal life =P I am still trying though!! <3 so thank you for being supportive and understanding!
I also added the above song because I'm obsessed with it right now =P

After breakfast, my grandparents went out somewhere, leaving Alex and I alone in the house. We began blasting Pierce The Veil in my room while drinking Peace Tea and going on our social media.

"Oh, Riley, I forgot to show you something!" Alex said excitedly as she moved from her spot on my bed over to me. She tapped the screen of her phone a few times before handing it over to me. "Remember how you said I could post that picture of us?" She asked.

"Yea..." I said, taking the phone. I looked at what it was and it was the picture that she took of us as a post on Instagram. "Look at the comments!" She said excitedly as she looked over my shoulder at her phone.

Scrolling down, I saw a lot of comments directed at me. Not only that, but a lot of them were positive.

"Omg, Riley is soo pretty! You guys should so do a video together! Omg so cute!" Alex said in a somewhat mocking tone as she read out a few of the comments.

"I think my fans like you already," she said, snatching her phone back. "So, what do ya say?" She asked.

"About?" I asked, somewhat concerned. "Doing a video together!" She said excitedly, bouncing on her knees. My stomach dropped at the thought of it and I began shaking my head violently. "N-no way..." I stuttered, trying not to freak out.

"Aww okay..." She said, sounding disappointed.

"Sorry, I just... Anxiety..." I half explained, playing with my bed sheets. "Everyone gets anxious every now and then. I get that it's a lot worse for others, but just pretend like it's only the two of us," she said, twiddling her cherry hair in between her fingers as she looked through my playlist. (She's already died her hair to be different, yea, but oh well, I started writing this when she had red hair so we're rolling with that)

"Maybe, I'll think about it," I said, rubbing the shaved part of my head. I wanted to, but at the same time I wasn't sure how I'd do, sitting in front of a camera and trying not to freak out. "Okay, so what do you wanna do?" She asked, putting her peace tea back on the table. I thought about it a bit and decided on watching a movie.

I'll admit, I didn't pay much attention to the movie, I even forgot what one she picked. I was contemplating doing a video with her in my head. If I did, what would it be about, and how would I not be awkward? And besides, what if her fans become negative towards me? Would I be able to deal with that? How would I even act? I'm still mostly shy around Alex let alone being around her with a camera pointed at my face. But she's so nice to me, and she really did seem disappointed when I rejected doing the video. Maybe if I did it, then I'd warm up to her more, learn not to be so shy.

She really does remind me of Cassie in a lot of ways. Her bright personality, the way she's so forward, how she's always smiling. That reminds me, I haven't spoken with her today yet. Maybe after Alex goes home.

"So, you thought about it?" She asked once I noticed the credits rolling. The movies over already? "The youtube video, I mean," she said as if I didn't fully register what she meant the first time. "I have," I mumbled, still making a last minute decision in my head. It would make her happy, but it would make me uncomfortable. "And..?" She asked with a hopeful smile. My heart skipped a beat seeing her looking so bright and hopeful, and I couldn't say no. "Okay," I said quietly, causing her to smile brighter.

"So that means I can go get my camera?" She asked with an over excited smile on her face. "Yea," I mumbled, instantly feeling nervous. She quickly got up and ran to my room. I grabbed my phone and quickly texted Cassie.

R >> C : remember how you said for me to do YouTube? Well I have a surprise for you later ^-^ <3

I turned my phone off and went into my room to see Alex setting up her camera. She had if pointing towards my bed and what remained of our pillow fight. It was a mess, oh shit.

"Should I tweet out for people to ask us questions and give us dares, or do you wanna do a video on something else?" She asked. "Truth or dare sounds fine," I mumbled, frozen in my place at the door.

"Alright, give it a few minutes and we'll have plenty of truths and dares to choose from!" She said excitedly, typing away on her phone. My phone buzzed and I checked it to see a Twitter notification from Alex.

Making a truth or dare video with Riley. Ask away!

At that moment I knew that there was no backing out. I just might die of a heart attack.