Remember Me

Part 3

"I can't." Kyungsoo answered and he looked away. He doesn't want to meet Jongin's eyes. All because he knows that Jongin will see how many lies those two words held. Or how painful saying those words.

When someone you like finally decided to ask you to stay with him, wouldn't you say YES? 

Wouldn't you agree and just be happy with him? 

Jongin looked down and tried to smile. "I understand." he mumbled, clearly hurt. "I guess i'm being way too forward, no?" then he forced a laugh that made Kyungsoo's heart break. 

Kyungsoo forced a smile. "Not really." he said and gave Jongin that apologetic smile he hates to give. It means you somehow turned them down, you hurt their feelings and right now, you wouldn't know if they'll stay. Or they will leave you just like anyone that got hurt will do. 

"Kyungsoo..." Jongin called and he lifted the camera to his face, still capturing Kyungsoo. "I'll come to the falls. With you, Baekhyun and Chanyeol." 

Kyungsoo slowly smiled. "Really?" he asked and sat up. "You're really serious?" 

Jongin grinned, finally letting out his hurt from a while ago. "Of course." he said. He zoomed into Kyungsoo's smiling face. "I already talked to my friend a while ago, i asked him to take care of the resort for a week or maybe two?" 

Kyungsoo nodded and bit his lip. "I guess i won't feel out of place around the two." he said with a grin. He looked back into the sea and smiled watching the happy faces of everyone. Jongin pushed the camera down, so he could stare into Kyungsoo's face for a little while longer. 

Something in his guts tells him that Kyungsoo could somehow leave him. 

Or hurt him. 

He doesn't understand. Yet.