is this the end- Asking Alexandria

he's on his arse again

*the morning after*

-james pov-

"where did you too go last night?" i practically shouted to Ben and Denis. I knew something was going on, their heads snapped up and they looked at each other wide eyed. Denis was blushing hard and Ben had a smirk on his face. We all knew they liked each other but we decided it would be fun to watch them both stress over it.

Sam and cam were both holding in their laughter as Ben started to stutter out his answer. " w-we were w-writing for a n-new s-song , yeah we were writing a new song Denis joined in. "oh yeah where is this new song then? i said with sarcasm in my voice" "here" Ben said. Wait, they were actually writing a song? "show us then mate" cam pestered. Ben shrugged, "okay"

"You wont,You wont be alone in the end, you don't have to be afraid" Ben sang, Denis joined in and they sang in harmony, "run free and wild, let your heart soar with the eagles,run free and wild, let your love take over"...They looked at each other and smiled.

I interupted then and said" yeah that's good mate but lets get hammered" i held up a bottlr of vodka in one hand and a bottle of whisky in the next. Cheers filled the room as we all did shots.

-a few hours later before the show-

-sams pov-

Today's been mental! we all did shots about 8:30 am and then we got kicked out of the hotel because Ben decided to flash the receptionist. We had about 2 hours until the show and we were all sobering up a but...except for Ben. He was laid out in our dressing room singing as loud as he could, we had to do something with him. When he drank like that he got angry and emotional, we had all had to deal with it, well...all but Denis he doesn't know what he can be like yet.

In the last hour Ben had smashed up the dressing room, punched Denis and got upset. There were 5 minutes until we all went on stage for the first time together- and Ben was fucked! 

-cams pov-

"2 minutes guys" are manager told us, sam and james were panicing. Denis was sat down with a split lip and a black eye, and i was trying to sober ben up last minute. It kinda worked thank god, the last thing we need is another fuck up today. 

"your on" our manager shouted. First, James went on, just in his boxers as usual. Denis looked so confused, then sam went on, then ben and me and finally Denis. We started off with alerion, "fuck this" we shouted as the crowd went mental, it was only about 2 minutes into the show, i knew this was going to be good.

-Denis's pov-

As i ran on stage i noticed some of the fans giving me questioning looks because of what Ben did to me, yes he hit me, but he was drunk and i didn't know...i just wish the guys had told me so i could have been more careful around him.

We started off with alerion, i loved this song even when i was in down and dirty i always warmed up with that song. "fuck this" we all shouted. It felt amazing to be up here, the energy off the crowd was incredible! I always used performing as a way of venting, i let my anger out on stage so i didn't hurt myself as much.  

I was now covered in sweat, i was panting for breath and adrenaline was pulsing though me and i wasn't thinking straight. We were half way through morte et dabo when i marched up to ben and kissed him...well that was an under statement. I grabbed his face and snogged him...The crowd went wild! I felt him smile into the kiss and suprisingly he kissed me back. we pulled away and cam and sam had huge smiles on their faces.

-after the set-

-Bens pov-

"thankyou goodnight!" Denis panted into the mic as we ran off stage, we were all sweating our arses off and were all in need for a drink, i dont remember anything from earlier, i just remember getting kicked out of the hotel. Im so glad i was sober enough to play the show they guys would have murdered me otherwise. I can't believe Denis kissed me, AND ON STAGE! It felt so good to be on stage, we hadn't played a show since last year.

When Denis came towards me on stage i noticed he had a split lip and a black eye, had he been beaten up? i wanted to know what happened so i asked him.

we were all sat in our dressing room when i asked him "Denis? what happened to your face?" i regretted speaking as soon as i opened my mouth, james looked up at me and gave me the dirty and scariest death glare i'd ever seen. James stood up " WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAT HAPPENED!" James shouted at me, i backed into the corner and cowered. What was he on about?

I could see Denis looking at me through the corner of my eye, he got up and walked out. The room fell into silence, it was horrible. "i guess ill go after him then"