was it my fault I was born?

Back Home

"Hic-." A voice accidentally escaped my mouth. I always cry because I'm hurt but now, I'm crying because I'm happy.

I'm happy they didn't forget about me. I'm happy they came back to take me out from here.

"Bell, you do remember us don't you." Edward, the oldest man here said as he rests his hand on my shoulder.

I hug his huge arm and cry on it. Even after whatever he did to me in the past I dont hate him....he took care of me after all.

"Do you want to come with us back home or continue studying here as a 'normal student'?" He asked and his voice is warmer now.

"I- I w-wanna g-go b-back." I said as I cried more on his arm. "Come here." He picked me up and started heading to the school gate.

"W-wait mr. Dackworth you didn't pay her school payment you cant take her easily like that after all we did for her sake." Madam Elizabeth babbled as she followed us.

"You call that school? She's living as a fucking maid." One of my brothers said as he sounded very angry.

"Ace take the twins and go in your car. Elijah come with us and silas and the rest go in another car." Edward said as he placed me in the cars backseat and Elijah sat next to me as he sat in the passenger's seat and a driver drove.

"The mansion." Edward said to the driver as he drove there.

"Bell??" I noticed someone was calling me as I was in deep thoughts.
"Y-yes?." I shuddered. My body heated up and my hands shook.

"It's been a while you know. How have you been." He said as he seemed a bit nervous.
"....g-...good..." a clumsy mumble escapes my mouth knowing very well that it was totally the opposite of good.

"You've grown up a lot since the last time we met. You became a young lady now!" He said cheerfully.

I just nod. I was really not in a mood of talking right now. I don't need explanation I don't need anything, i just want to stay alone I want some time alone.

"Why don't you say anything its rude you know." He said sounding annoyed. "Sorry." A sorry would solve a situation like this won't it? But it doesn't seem to work with my brothers.

"You know what you did change a lot- ugh just shut up." I didn't say anything anyways so why is he so annoyed.

All the way to the mansion was an awkward silence. When we arrive I get out of the car and trip down since I really agree to the fact that I'm the clumsiest person on earth.

Someone grabs me by the back collar of my shirt and pulls me back on my legs. I look up but I didn't recognize the face at all.

"What are you staring at?" He sounded annoyed. "N-nothing." I look away to the mansion again. Suddenly all the memories flow into my mind.

The day father died, the day I fell and broke my arm, the day I was punished to stay outside all day, and.... the day I was....sent away.

I'm back home....