My own song is called:
Vibrations.
WARNING: Mentions of pleasuring one's self and it's about using a vibrator for possibly the first time.
(It's not my first time.)
P.S: im bad at making songs so stfu if this is bad
13-15+ at max! don't wanna traumatize anyone with my cringe-ness and horny ahh
I finally get home- more so to the apartment
After a long day of restless work,
Like helping around
Helping my brotherrrrrrr
Oh the pity and misery- I hope to at least rest once
I walk to my door to my room
Opening it,
I take off my shoes
I take off my bag,
It lands beside my door with a soft thump.
I lay down in my bed,
Alone as I flick off my lamplight,
Taking off my glasses,
Turning on my favorite music with my headphones on,
I open my drawer, taking you out of your little bag!
My brain thinks and thinks,
Wondering why I come back to youuuuuuu,
I don't get it!
I hide under my covers as I turn you on.
God, why am I so addicted?
God, why can't I stop this?
God, why am I-
I TURN YOU ON
AS YOU PULSATE AGAINST ME
AGAINST ME AND MY CORE
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS FEELING
EVEN THOUGH I'VE FELT IT SO MANY TIMES
I BITE MY LIP
I GRIT MY TEETH
TRYING TO SILENCE MYSELF
AS YOU GO RIGHT AGAINST ME
YOU VIBRATE AND VIBRATE AS I BEG
I BEG FOR YOU TO STOP WHILE I DON'T WANT YOU TO
OH, I DUNNO
WHY DO I LIKE THIS?
WHY DO I LOVE THIS?
IT'S A QUESTION I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING ANSWER
you soon turn off
leaving me to fall onto my bed
as I take a breather
why do I love you?
why do I love this feeling?
it's so confusing
even though I'M SUPPOSED TO KNOWWWWWWW
YOU TURN ON AS YOU PRESS AGAINST ME
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS FEELING
EVEN THOUGH I'VE FELT IT SO MANY TIMES
I BITE MY LIP
I GRIT MY TEETH
TRYING TO SILENCE MYSELF
AS YOU GO RIGHT AGAINST ME
OH, THE AGONY
MY BRAIN STOPS AS IT TRIES TO THINK
AS IT FEELS A WAVE OF SOMETHING IT DOESN'T RECOGNIZEEEEEEEE!
I CAN'T HELP BUT LET OUT THE SOUNDS
LET OUT THE SOUNDS YOU MAKE ME HAVE
I FEEL BREATHLESS AS YOUR PULSATING DOESN'T EVEN END
IT'S ONLY THE BEGINNING, ISN'T?
IT SURE FUCKING ISSSSSSSSSS
I CAN'T HANDLE IT, I TELL MYSELF
IT MAKES ME WEAK,
TREMBLE,
TINY,
EVERYTHING SMALLLLLLLLLLL
BUT AS LONG AS IT'S ONLY YOU
I CAN BE SMALL WITH YOU
YOU AND YOU ONLY, YOU AND YOU ALONEEEEEE!
I MAKE SOUNDS I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE
BUT YOU DO
I TREMBLE AND WHINE
AS YOU GO ON AND ON-
THEN YOU FUCKING PAUSE.
i take a moment,
as my eyes roll back down
looking down at you as I grip your handle
i pant as my body pulses,
pulsing from the unknown yet familiar feeling
the familiar feeling I fantasize about
ohhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH,
I DON'T SEEM TO RECOGNIZE THIS FEELING
BUT IT FEES FUCKIN' AMAZING
HOW DO I TELL YOU TO STOP-
WHEN I DON'T WANT YOU TO-
-AT THE SAME TIME?
I BECOME BREATHLESS ONCE MORE
AS YOU PULSE AGAINST ME
OH GOD,
OH GOD,
OH SATAN,
WHAT IS THIS FEELING?
I PLEAD FOR YOU TO CONTINUE
AS MY LEGS TREMBLE
MY BODY TREMBLES FROM THE UNKOWN FEELING
AS YOU CONTINUE ON AND ON
WITH NO STOPPING YET
OH GOD
IT FEELS SO GOOD
I CAN'T RECOGNIZE THIS
BUT AT THE SAME TIME,
I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
OH FUCK
OH FUCK
IT FEELS LIKE IT PLEASURABLY BURNS
OH FUCKKKKKKK
WHY
WHY DOES IT FEEL SO-
"NINE! OH GOD!" I CALL OUT INTO THE DARKNESS
UNDER MY COVERS AS I TREMBLE
WHILE YOU CONTINUE YOUR VIBRATING RAMPAGE ON NY COREEEEEEEE
IT FEELS LIKE A NEVER ENDING HOLE
A NEVER ENDING HOLEEEEEE
OF FUCKING
PURE
PLEASUREEEEEEEE!
i fall back onto my bed,
onto my pillow with a soft phump,
taking a breather as i regain my breath once more
but then i realize
the name i called out seemed to hear my calls and moans
maybe-
-i'm going to be fucked by tonight.
