I am sorry for not updating...... Life thodi si hectic chal rhi hai....... I am really sorry.....
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Sid looked at her with teary eyes.... Shehnaaz too felt a ping in her heart seeing tears in his eyes.... She cups his face softly ...
Sana : kya baat hai sidharth.... Please share kre mujhse......
Sid : shehnaaz..... And sighed..... I am not able to forget that night.... Mujhse nhi ho rha ...... Mein jab bhi... Jab bhi tumhare pass aata hoon.... Tumhari cheekhein mujhe sunayi deti hai..... Tumhari taraf ik kadam badhata hoon or mera past mujhe chaar kadam durr kr deta hai..... Kya kru mein.... Mujhe kuch samj nhi aa rha.... and looked down .....
Tears roll down from his eyes..... Mein sachi mauka dena chahta hoon... Khudko.. Tumhe... Hmare rishte ko...... Pr mein... Mein nhi kr pa rha..... Mera guilt mujhe ander hi ander khaye ja rha hai....... Mujhe bache ki rone ki awaz sunayi deti hai shehnaaz.... Hmara bachaa..... And hold her arms tightly..... Hmara bacha... Jise humne.... Humne kho diya..... Meri wajah se......... And broke down completely......
Sana : kisne kaha apki glti thi sidharth..??? Kya aap jante the ki mein pregnant hoon..??? Ask him controlling her tears as this time he needs her most... If now she also starts crying then he again comes in his protective mode and their conversation will stop.....
Sana : sidharth... You need to understand this.... Sab cheeze hmare haath mein nhi hoti....... Hume kab , kya, kaha or kitna milega..... Ye sab bss upr vala janta hai.......janam or maran.... Dono hi allah tala ke haath mein hai...... To jo cheez apke haath mein hai hi nhi..... Ap kaise khud ko uski saza de sakte hai.... ????? Make him understand like a child and he too listens with a pout on his face like a child.....
Or rahi baat uss raat ki..... And sighed heavily.... It's not easy for her either.....it haunts her.... But now they both need to move on from that..... And only they can help each other........
Sana : sidharth....... Uss time mein or aaj ke time mein bhut farak hai.... At that time, you didn't even consider me your wife..... And you very well know in which circumstances we got married... Or for what reason...... Apne sirf ik bhai ki tarah socha or jo bhi apko sahi lga ap krte gye..... I am not saying ki apne jo kiya sahi tha..... Galat tha... Bilkul galat tha... Lekin har cheez ke do pehlu hote hai..... We can't just live on one side ignoring the other one ....
Lekin ab aisa nhi hai..... Now we are a couple.... And for now.. Best friends.... Hmara rishta badla hai.. In a positive way..... Hum dono mil ke ik acha future bna sakte hai... Even bnayege.... And hold his hand...... Lekin uske liye.. Past ko jane dena bhi zaroori hai...... Jab tak hum past ko peeche nhi chodte, hum aage nhi badh sakte......
Ab ye apko decide krna hai... Ap kya chahte hai..??? Past jise ap change nhi kr sakte... Usko pakad ke hmara present or future kharab krna hai..... Ya fir past se move on ho ke... Apna present or future bright bnana hai..... Soch le apko kya chahiye...... And go to bed to lay down looking at the ceiling... Tear roll down from her eyes....
Sid sat there holding his head in his hands...... He didn't know what to do.... Deep down he know what he or shehnaaz wants..... But his mind is not working...... He know whatever shehnaaz said is true..... They both need to move on from their past if they want a happy and successful married life.....
He looked at her who is laying there covering her face with her arm.... He get up from the floor .....
Shehnaaz open her eyes hearing door locking sound..... She looked around and saw sidharth laying beside her....... He didn't say anything just open her one arm and place his head on her arm snuggling in her chest.....
Sid : promise me... You will never leave me.... You will help me to forget the past..... And looked at her keeping his chin on her breast..... I need you shehnaaz.........
Sana wrap her arm around him with teary eyes..... She will try her best to fill his present with colours such that he will not be able to think about the dark past..... She promised herself to always be there for him.....
And they complete each other.......
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Sid : shehnaaz.... Shehnaaz...... Yelled louldy from the living area looking at the clock time to time....
Sana : aa rhi hoon baba...... And come there running from the kitchen with two tiffins in her hand.... She place one in black laptop bag and other one place in a hand bag 👜.....
Sid : meine raat ko hi bola tha na Sana.... Meri meeting bhi hai.... Abhi mujhe tumhe bhi drop krna hai.... Or princess ko dekho... Abhi tak nhi aayi... Mein kya kru... And turn his head to look at her when he didn't hear her voice.....
He turn and gulp his saliva seeing her standing there folding her arms glaring at him.......
Sana : subah se... Shehnaaz.... shehnaaz.... Mimicing him.... Kon chila rha hai..????
Sid didn't say anything....
Sana : shehnaaz... Meri file nhi mil rhi... Sana... Mera wallet nhi mil rha.... Sana... Mere tie bandh do please..... Sana..... Rumal kider hai..... Shehnaaz...... Mere shoes kider gye........ Ye sab kon krta..????
Sid smile sheeplishly 😁😁😁....
Sana : subah uth ke sara samaan bahar rkh ke deti hoon... Fir bhi apko sara saman haath mein chahiye..... Har do min baad aap bula lete ho.... Mein khud tyr hoon... Apko kru.... Khana bnau..... Sab mein hi kru..... 😒😒😒..... Or fir apki baatein bhi sunu.....
Sid sighed and smile ..... He looked at her and come to her.... He wrapped his arms around her and hug her tightly..... He kiss her forehead.....
Sid : ab apko kya btaye begum...... Apko kam se bulana to bss bahana hai...... Vo kya hai na... Hum bechain ho jate hai agar hum ap ko na dekhe..... Hmari akhein sirf apko hi dhoondhti hai.... Ap samne hoti hai to dil tham sa jata hai... Or jab ap dur jati hai to bekabu ho jata hai.... Apne yaar ke didar ke liye...... And wink at her..... While she blush looking down hiding her face in his chest.....
He looked at her puffy eyes.... He knows the yesterday's incident shook her little but he is there to hold her ...... And he promise himself that he will not spare that person.... ( next chapter mein btati hoon...)
Hello love birdss..... Agar apka pyar mahobbat ho gya ho to chale... Late ho rha hai...... Said prisha coming toward them who smile and separate from each other..... But he hold her hand....
They all settle down in the car.... Sid is on driving seat with shehnaaz on passanger and prisha on beck seat.....
Sidharth talk with her principle and continue her classes.... He wants her yo make her career.... He wants to see her at the heights of success and he will always be there for her.. To cheer her.... To support her.... To guide her..... He want her to achieve her dreams......
They reach at the clg and prisha come out of the car knowing the couple need privacy..... Sid hold his hand tightly in his...
Sid : shehnaaz... Apna dyan rkhna please.... Koi kuch bhi bole... Please ignore krna..... Mein call krta rhuga... Uthana please... And always remember... I love you..... He said worriedly thinking about previous night.......
He know she is sensitive person.... These things affects her badly which he already saw yesterday.... He didn't like when she cry...... Which she did yesterday and he will punish the culprit behind this..... He promised himself in his mind....
While Sana forget everything hearing those magical words from him.... Awwww..... She looked at him shocked...... They both love each other and they both know this... But they never confess like this openly.... First time sidharth says this..... Maybe in the flow and he too didn't realize this....
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Narrativa generaleMy Vida means my life...... it's the story of one girl without any dream just living her life happily in front of everyone but behind the bars it's different. And one boy who has no one to be called as his family except his sister whom he loves the...
