Not A Bad Bone In His Body

A Sad Morning

Trigger warning: Panic attack. Please skip if that makes you uncomfortable.

Kara pov:
I can't remember the last time I was this heartbroken. I can't believe he said I shouldn't get married to Monel! It's crazy "Babe" Monel called my name, snapping me out of my trance. "Yeah?" "Are you okay?" I knew in my heart I just wanted to say no and run into his arms. Feeling his hug I would get the closure that my dad didn't want me married to him but it's fine. And you know what? I did. "No" I said on the verge of tears. As expected he put Michelle in her cot and stretched out his arms as if he was going to give me a hug. I ran straight into his arms. They surrounded me on all sides. I was ready to never leave that hug.

Monel pov:
I had no idea what Kara was going through. But I promised literally everyone that I would treat her right. And I kept my promises. I finished hugging her and she went to the shower. I picked up our Michelle and swang her back and forth. He looked at her tenderly and told her that so long as he was there nothing would happen to her.

Kara pov:
I was scrubbing my arms when I felt it. My chest got suddenly heavy. I was breathing in but it felt like I wasn't. I knew I was prone to panic attacks, but I didn't remember how bad it felt to have one. I needed my person. "Babe!" I yelled. "Yeah you good?" "N- n- n-" oh gosh, I couldn't speak! I mustered up every nerve in my body to say "Help me!" I said it so low I doubted anyone heard me.

Monel pov:
I heard Kara. I put Michelle down and rushed to her side. She told me she would have panic attacks when I was in the 31st century and honestly I had them too. I didn't know how bad her's were though.... We sat in the shower for over thirty minutes just letting her cry into my shoulder as I rubbed her right thigh.

Kara pov:
Michelle was crying when I came out. I dressed and fed her. "Your cuter than ever baby girl" I said as she ate. Almost old enough to walk on her own I saw time fly by. "Yeah but I think you and her are on the same level" a shirtless Monel said. "Please put on a shirt!" "Why?" "Lena is coming today and I don't want her to see you shirtless!" "Jealous are we dear Kara?" "No I just-" There was a sad look on my face. I guess he noticed it cause the minute he was hugging me from behind. "I'll wear the shirt babe"

Monel pov:
I didn't know why Kara was acting strange all of a sudden. If it wasn't for the fact that it's only been nine months since Kara gave birth and that we've only spent our time like that twice since then, I'd say she was pregnant. Weird cravings, morning sickness, I mean sounds like pregnancy to me!