Helios POV
I wanna drink until I forgot this heartache. I know she already made her decision but still it hurts so much and I know in myself that I also hurt her. I should be the first one who should be her shoulder to lean on, her strength in her pregnancy but what I did. I wanted her to get rid of our baby because I am not yet ready. I am still studying and I didn't reach anything yet and because of that I lost her especially in what I did with her the last time.
Hey! Do you think the alcohol is a water?!? You make it like a water?!? I just laugh at him.
No. I am just celebrating with my Love's success. I am very proud of her. I point at them while drinking and my arm resting in her shoulder.
Do you know?!? That is not easy to pass in thay university but look my Love pass their. I said proudly but they don't know that I am hiding the real reason what I am drinking too much because I know to myself that I did not only lost my girl but I also lost my baby.
I wanted to smack my head in the thing I did to her. I know she follow me when I drive and leave her in that place that day. I know because she always do and support what I ask her to do but this is the consequence in my actions. No one will stay with their partner if your very own love one bring you to an abortion place.
Yes! I already lost my baby because I drive and leave her in that place and this is the consequence in what I did. I lost the two persons who will love me unconditionally even I can still feel that she still love me nevertheless the things I have done to her. She still choose to hide it with our family. She still protect me even I cannot protect them with myself.
I know there still remaining days to be with them but I know for myself that she want to cut our connection. She wanted to move forward without me because I know from the very start that she doesn't want to get rid of our baby.
Suddenly there is someone holding my hand. Stoping me to drink and she whisper. Enough already. She suddenly drag me in one place in there house.
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