Make You Mine | J. Jungkook

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞

⟹Your POV

It's 6am on a Monday right now. I'm still half asleep and then there is my older brother who can't stop yapping about how beautiful Sunhi is, how much he loves her, how good he would be to her, how much he would care about her and how her personality resembles a sun, like damn bro, I know that already.
"But you don't understand! She's so beautiful and her smile? I swear it lights up a room.." he says, his eyes sparkling and glimmering with love. It's heartwarming, really, but I just want to eat my chocolate cereal in peace.
"Why don't you tell her how you feel? You've been in love with her since the first day you saw her" I suggest, taking a spoon full of the cereal and shoving it in my mouth.
"Hah, funny. You think I could just tell her that? I'm not looking for rejection, you know?"
I can't help but to roll my eyes, he's so blind.
"How often do I need to tell you that you should just try? I mean it's not like she's some kind of a monster who would reject you in the most harsh way possible"
I sigh. Sunhi is just as deeply in love with him as he is with her, since the day they met and I know that because she's my best friend and he tell each other a lot of things. Everybody sees it except themselves.
"And she gets shy when she's with you. She never gets shy!"
"But..it's just not that easy..you should know that! You've been having a crush on jungkook since two years"
I let out a gasp as he says that, acting all offended. He knows about my feelings for jungkook and honestly I know how he feels, the need to confess is there but something in you just holds back, but in my case it's a girlfriend and In his it's literally nothing.
"Don't compare that. You know how different those two things are"
He rolls his eyes and turns back to his food, taking a bite of it. Then he suddenly gasps and looks at me with wide eyes, causing me to flinch.
"Damn, don't scare me like that! What happened?"
"I have gossip"
I roll my eyes at that, I'm so not in the mood for gossip right now.
"It's about Alice" he continues and I immediately look up at him, way more interested then before. Alice is Jungkooks girlfriend and I can't put in words how much I hate that dumb, attention-seeker whore. It's not just because she's the girlfriend of the only guy I have a crush on, it's also because she indeed, Is a whore and an attention seeker. Why? You ask yourself? Listen to the conversation.
"I saw her kissing another guy yesterday..AGAIN"
"God, please tell me that it wasn't right after the date she had with Jungkook"
Taehyung stays quiet for a few seconds, his lips turning into a thin line and from that I immediately knew that I'm right.
"Such a whore!"
"I KNOW"

I've told Jungkook multiple times before that she is only using him for his popularity, I've told him that she is cheating on him every day, behind his back but he never seems to believe me. I'm frustrated, so damn frustrated. I know Jungkook since more then seven years, he's my best friend and it's hard to see him being in love with someone like Alice who is manipulative, a cheater, doesn't gives him any sign of love, not even comfort when he is obviously not okay and probably doesn't even knows his favorite color while he loves her with everything in him, cares for her, comforts her, does anything to make her happy and is just perfect, so damn perfect in every way.
He really, really does everything for her but does she do the same? No...Because I do. Whenever he is crying because of an argument they had, I'm the first one he runs to. Whenever he needs comfort I give it to him without him needing to ask for it. I hug him, tell him anything I can to comfort him, want nothing but to make him happy, no matter in what state I am I'm always there for him and nonetheless he loves someone else.

"Tae.." I say quietly. My eyes are glued to the bowl in front of me while I am swirling my spoon in it.
"Yes?"
"I'm scared.." I look up at him again. I try not to look vulnerable, to not let him see the how scared I am, but I know that my eyes will tell the truth whenever I can't.
"Scared of what?" He asks, his voice worried and confused as he is tilting his head a little.
"I don't know it's just..I'm scared that Jungkook will never be the same after he finds out the truth about Alice. I don't want him to get hurt. I just want him to know that he deserves someone who cares about him, who truly loves him..someone like me, you know?"
Taehyung sighs softly at my words. I can't tell how many times I've told him how much I love Jungkook, how much I adore him even though I would never even dare to show it in front of him. Everyone of my friends know how much I love him, except him and that better stay like that.
"I know. I don't want him to get hurt either..but what can we do? He's too blinded by the need to feel loved so he just blurs out everyone and everything around him"
He says quietly while leaning in to ruffle my hair a little. He stood up and took his and my bowl, walking towards the sink with them.
"And even if he finds out the truth about Alice, we all know that you'd be the first he'd run to. You'd be the first to listen to him cry, all night long if you need to, just to make him feel better and then he also has us. We'll help him. I don't think that he wouldn't be the same after that, I rather think that he would be lighter..happier after a while"

I nod at his words, he's right. I hate to admit it but he's right. It makes me feel a sense of relief and my thoughts are less messier then before.
"Okay..thank you" I smile weakly, looking at him again as he returns the smile.
"No problem, sis and now let's go to school..we'll have more reasons to cry there"
He says jokingly and throws his bag over his shoulder, his hand already in the doorknob, ready to open it.
A small, amused scoff escapes my lips and I roll my eyes a little before standing up and taking my bag as well.
"Alright"

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I hope you all liked this chapter :) because I'm afraid that it's kinda boring😭 I deleted the story before because I didn't really like it, so I hope I will like this more.

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