Love in the shadows (Ishman)

Chapter 10

**Mature Content (18+)🔞**
( I didn't take their full name in this chapter because this chapter contains smut scene)

Present ....

Ish was watering the plants . Shub brought some succulents plants yesterday.

When Shub was in college , he was alone for half of the day.

Ishan was bored. He went to watch TV.

He was lazily changing the channels , full of boring shows. He turned off the TV and looked outside.

Golden afternoon sunlight came through the window. Suddenly he remembered Shub told him to watch movies during free times.

Shub even downloaded some movies on his laptop. Ish went inside the study room .

" There is ."

He found the laptop and sat on the single bed in the corner.

Shub showed him the folder. He opened the folder .

All were english movies. Ish didn't even remember when was the last time he watched a movie. Maybe in his college days.

Ish had no idea so he selected a movie randomly.

At first he couldn't understand what was happening. After fifteen minutes suddenly a sex scene started. Ish was so engrossed in this. The loud moaning , skin slapping sounds were lingering through the silence of the room. Ish's heart beat increased. He suddenly felt hot all over . Heat was accumulating in his lower abdomen and then transfered into the lower area. The man pressed the woman in bed and was thrusting vigorously. Ish didn't see them but his mind was making a picture of where he was in the woman's place and Shub in the man's place . Imagining Shub is doing it with him. His mouth went dry. He touched his lower body part .

It was HARD.

He also wanted to make love with the man he loves so much. But he couldn't find any suitable time and also past traumatic experiences was haunting him , stopping him from taking any initiative. He also knew very well that Shub will not do anything on his own.

Shub was scared after the drunk night incident. Ish suspected that his lover was also insecure about their age gap . He wouldn't do anything. Sometimes after they kissed or cuddled , Shub always made an excuse and went to the bathroom. Ish knew what he was doing inside. One night, Shub thought Ish fell asleep , Ish clearly saw ,

He was stroking his length.

Shub was controlling himself as much as possible for him . He didn't want to scare or hurt Ish.

He sighed.

In the next half of the movie , the male cheated on his partner. He gave the reason that she was always busy with her work , didn't give him time . He is a man , he has needs. If man couldn't get it from his wife , he would search for it outside.

Ish was alarmed. Shub also has a high drive. They never did it .

He remembered when he was in college , how girls were trying to throw themselves on Shub. Even his best friend Aditi also had a crush on him.

He remembered , one day Shub was very disturbed , a girl who had a huge crush on Shub sent him a love letter. Shub immediately informed the HOD. The girl got a good scolding.

What if someone barges into his chamber and tries to seduce him.

What if Shub who was already craving it , gets seduced.

What if they --

" No , no "

Ish grabbed his own head .