Regret ~

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warning ⚠️
Abuse and self harm.


Jisungs POV



I went outside and started walking and suddenly got a call from Hyunjin, I picked up the phone. "Hey Hyung!" I spoke with a happy calm tone. "Hey there angel, be at my house at 2 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒑 alright? Don't be late." Hyunjin said. "Sure thing Hyung." I replied back and ended the call with a bye, it was only 1:27pm so I decided to go to a cafe nearby and take the Uber. I entered the cafe and ordered an ice matcha latte, as I got my drink I checked the time and it was 1:43. I knew I had to hurry up since his house was a bit far away from mine, I called an  Uber and went on the road. As I got to his door I checked the time it was 2:03, I thought he wouldn't mind it at all so I knocked on the door and got welcomed by a maid. "He is in his office, is next to his bedroom.." the maid spoke in a low terrified tone, which made me question why. I nodded and went inside and walked up stairs to his office, I knocked on the his door. "Come in." Said Hyunjin with a stern tone, I got chills in my body because how cold he sounded.


Third persons POV



Jisung walked inside and greeted Hyunjin as he was sitting on his chair behind a table. "Come closer, infront of my table." Hyunjin spoke in a cold tone as he was looking at his work papers, Jisung obeyed his request and walked towards the table standing in front of him. "You're 6 minutes late, angel." Hyunjin started to speak as he set down his work papers, making eye contact with Jisung. "I.. I thought you wouldn't mind that.." Jisung spoke as he got chills down his body. "Do you think you deserve a punishment? Hm?" Hyunjin stood up, walked around the table and stood in front of him. Jisung stood quiet too scared to speak, he looked down at his own feet fidgeting with his sweater. "Answer me." Hyunjin spoke again with a loud cold voice making Jisung flinch at his spot. "I.. I don't know!" Jisung answered Hyunjin stuttering at his own words. "I think you do." Hyunjin spoke again, suddenly a harsh clap went across Jisungs face. Making him stumble back a bit, Jisung held his cheek as it turned red from the painful slap that he got from Hyunjin, he began to softly tear up and stand up straight again. "Don't fucking cry bitch." Hyunjin said as he cupped his face with his one hand, Jisung wiped his tears quickly. "I..I..I'm sorry please..!" Jisung finally spoke up apologizing making Hyunjin chuckle. "A sorry won't help angel, you do what I tell you, didn't we agree on this?" Said Hyunjin. "Yes we did.." Jisung spoke in a low tone too scared to raise his voice. "Then listen to me." Hyunjin said, as soon as he said that he slapped Jisung harder making him stumble and fall down on his ass, Jisung winched in pain and held his cheek where Hyunjin has slapped him. "Stand the fuck up." Hyunjin yelled at Jisung coldly, Jisung then quickly stood up still groaning from the pain. Hyunjin grabbed his hair and started to pull him to his own bedroom, making Jisung groan and whine from the pain. "You're hurting me!" Jisung spoke up shouting at him, but it made it worse. Hyunjin started to pull harder on Jisungs hair, Jisung started to tear up again telling Hyunjin to stop, but he didn't. Hyunjin pushed Jisung on the floor making him hit his head to the wall behind him, it made Hyunjin smirk. Jisung whined at the pain, Hyunjin then sat on one knee looking at Jisung. Hyunjin then punched him in the stomach multiple times making Jisung cry even more, Hyunjin slapped him and gripped on his hair pulling it harder and harder each time Jisung cried. Hyunjin stood back up telling Jisung to do the same. As Jisung stood up he was suddenly pinned against the wall getting choked by Hyunjin, he started to choke Jisung with one hand making him unable to breathe properly. Jisung was begging Hyunjin to let him go hardly breathing, but Hyunjin didn't. He then punched Jisung in the stomach again multiple times and punching his face until his nose was bleeding, Hyunjin finally let go of Jisung and he immediately fell down crying. "I..im sorry! Please stop hurting me!!" Jisung yelled with his sore throat. "Did I say you could speak?" Hyunjin said as he kicked Jisung who was on the ground, Jisung started cough out blood as he cried because of the pain. "That's what I thought you useless shit, you're nothing but a sex toy of mine. Got that?" Hyunjin spoke as he spat on the ground walking out of his room leaving Jisung all alone on his own, Jisung slowly stood up on his feet holding on to the wall so he doesn't collapse again.




Jisung POV



I left the room limping in pain and walked to the bathroom in the guest room, which is mine. As I was in the bathroom I went thru the drawers and found multiple razors, I took them out of the package and stared at them for a second. With no single other thought, I lifted up my left arm sleeve and slid the razor across my wrist. It started to bleed a little bit, but that was not enough. I went deeper and deeper, again and again. I didn't stop, I was cutting my wrist without thinking multiple times with speed. I was uncontrollably crying, I finally stopped and took a look at my abused wrist. I cried even more for what I've have down with myself, those words he said to me before leaving the room was playing nonstop in my head. I stood up and took a boiling hot shower that made my wrist even hurt more than in was hurting, I got out and wore my own clothes again. I left the house secretly in a rush without thinking what would happen next, I got home I didn't knock but banged on the door as I was crying and sniffling. Felix then opened the door immediately, looking at me he hugged me tightly. I ached in pain as he hugged me which made Felix get more furious about what has happened to me, even tho he didn't know fully he did know I would never act like this. I got inside as Felix held me so wouldn't fall, we went to my bedroom. I started to explain everything that has happened to me and what I did to myself, Felix was of course in shock but he still comforted me like always. Then we heard the door unlock and it was Jeongin, he looked at me while I was still crying. He immediately ran to me and hugged me, and asked me many questions, I of course told Jeongin about it too. Suddenly I heard my phone ring, I looked at it and it was Hyunjin calling me. I showed both Felix and Jeongin, Jeongin said no but Felix said yes. So I sticked up with Felix and answered the phone putting it on speaker, "hey angel, where are you. Did I tell you that you could leave hm?" Hyunjin started to speak with his seductive cold voice. "It was a family emergency.." I lied, scared I kept trembling, Jeongin kept hugging me and caressed my back with his hand to calm me down. "Okay then angel, be here in 30 minutes. Or I will do much more worser things to you, this is only the beginning." After those words that Hyunjin said he hanged up the call before I could say anything, I started to cry even more again. "Why did I agree on this!?" I yelled out loud sobbing, Felix and Jeongin felt really bad but still tried to comfort me in anyway before I left the house again.

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And now im at Hyunjins door, standing in the rain. I knocked on the door and got inside by one of the maids welcoming me. "What will happen next?" I thought to myself.









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