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Abuse.

Jisungs POV



I woke up rubbing my eyes, I looked at my phone at it was 2pm. I had tons of messages from Hyunjin it annoyed me really badly so I blocked his number, after blocking his number I felt a relief in my body. I stood up rubbing my eyes again still trying to wake my body up, I walked to the bathroom washed my face. I walked back to my bedroom and changed into my matching hoodie and sweatpants outfit, it said "angel" on the hoodie. When I walked downstairs I spotted Jeongin Felix and someone else, I immediately recognized that face, it was Seungmin. The guy jeongin had a crush on. "Good morning idiots." I said while walking in the living room, Felix looked at me and smiled. "Morning sungi" said Felix with his deep voice but still have that soft tone. "Morning J.One." Jeongin said while chuckling at my "rapper" name, i rolled his eyes and ignored Jeongin. "Oh, your name is Seungmin right?" I said while looking at Seungmin, he looked very shy since he was not much of a talker. "Yeah, and you?" Seungmin said in a calm tone when he looked at me. "You can call me Jisung." Replying back with a smile, Seungmin smiled back. I sat down next to Felix and talked about random stuff with him, after a while I looked and Jeongin and Seungmin. They were both cuddled up and giving sweet looks at each other and suddenly Jeongin kissed Seungmin in front of me and Felix, we both gasped loudly looking at Seungmin and Jeongin that just kissed each other. "Are you guys in a relationship!?" I said out loud breaking the silence, Felix laughed as Jeongin looked at me. "Yeah duhh, we've been dating for almost a week now!" Jeongin said the last part looking at seungmin again kissing him. I couldn't take it anymore. "You know what I'm leaving you guys be, I'm going for a walk." I said before grabbing my jacket and my keys, I put on my shoes and got kid of the door saying bye to the others. It was foggy weather today, so you couldn't see anything. Even tho it was almost summer the weather was weird. After a while of walking I went to a nearby convenience store, I walked inside and got some onigiri from the fridge since I was starving. I payed for my stuff and left. While i was eating my food I spotted a cafe in a distance so I decided to go. As I approached the cafe I spotted someone similar looking, since it was foggy I couldn't really see. I ignored it and walked in the cafe, I ordered the same as usual. Some ice matcha latte. When I got my drink I walked out of the cafe and continued to walk, it started to get colder as I walked more. It didn't really bother me. I finished my drink and went to find a trash can, i was about to give up but then I saw one in an alleyway, it was dark. I didn't listen to my guts to not to go, but I went anyway. As I was walking in the alleyway I found a garbage disposal, I threw my drink away and right before I was gonna walk out somebody grabbed my arm and pulled me back to the alleyway. I screamed in fear but they put a cloth over my mouth that was drugged, so it made me faint in seconds.

I woke up with a headache in someone's basement, it was dark with a dim light coming from upstairs. I tried to move but I was tied up to a chair, my hands behind my back and my feet attached to the chairs leg. I tried to loosen up the ropes that were wrapping my body. My mouth was taped with the a ducktape, I tried to move my mouth to remove it. I muffled screamed "help", I was scared. As I started to tear up I heard the basement door open and hear someone walk downstairs. Immediately when the person walked inside I recognised that face again, it was Hyunjin. He walked closer standing in front of me, he removed the ducktape out of my mouth with a sudden speed making it hurt. "What the fuck do you want you asshole?!" I screamed at Hyunjin, but it only made him smirk at me. I started to cry, tears dropping down my cheeks. "Aw don't cry angel." Hyunjin cupped my face with his right hand making me look at him, I didn't wanna look so I looked down with my eyes. "Look at me." Hyunjin said sternly cupping my face harder, I obeyed him. I looked at his face, he still had that evil smirk on his face with his lusty seductive eyes. "Why did you runaway? You promised me you wouldn't angel." Hyunjin spoke breaking the silence. "After all of that!? Fuck no, of course I'm gonna leave. You raped me and abused me!!" I screamed again with tears rolling down my cheeks, I was in huge pain. My chest felt heavy and my throat became raspy. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain across my cheek, Hyunjin slapped me really hard. It made my cheek sting really badly. "STOP!" I cried out begging for him to stop and I regret those words immediately. Hyunjin then started to pull my hair as he grabbed, I screamed even harder begging for him to stop. But he didn't. Hyunjin took a knife out of his  pocket, it was a needle point knife. I had fear in my eyes thinking about what he would do next. He put the knife on my jawline as he went down to my chin, making me look at him again. "Do you know what I'm gonna do with this knife, angel?" Hyunjin asked me, my eyes were wide open because how much scared I was, I shook my head "no" since I was still terrified. It made Hyunjin chuckle at me, he looked at me as he put the knife towards my neck light pressing on it. "I'm gonna do some fun stuff with this gorgeous knife... you have to choose for me alright?" Hyunjin asked me as he was making eye contact with me. "C-choose what?.." I stuttered on my own words still scared about what he was gonna do next. "Face, back, torso or thigh?" Hyunjin asked again, I was too scared to speak up. "Answer me, angel." He said with a stern angry tone in his voice, which made me flinch. "I- uhm.. torso?" I stuttered again. "Chest or stomach?" Hyunjin asked again making the knife snake around my torso up and down, he took off my sweatshirt that I was wearing and did the same thing again. leaving light cuts, since the knife was sharp as a razor. "Chest..?" I said without stuttering this time. "Good choice, angel" he seductive  words made me feel weird about this situation. As I was gonna speak I felt a sudden sharp pain on my chest, Hyunjin was cutting my chest. I started to cry since it hurted so much. I looked at what he was writing, cause it felt like he was. Hyunjin was cutting my chest with his name, he wasn't cutting normally. He was cutting deep. So deep that it might leave a scar. I was still crying and screaming in pain, it was torture. Half way thru Hyunjin got annoyed of me and taped my mouth again, I started to muffle scream and cry. I wanted him to stop. After he finally finished Hyunjin gave a mirror to look at my chest. I was in complete shock, Hyunjin wrote his name on my chest deep, it looked like a murder scene on my chest. Where he carved out his name on my chest was on my heart. I couldn't look at myself anymore, I was bruised. Scars and wounds everywhere on my body that made me look worthless. Hyunjin began to smirk at me how much useless I looked. "Do you like it, angel? If you don't I'll make another one on your thigh, how does that sound?" Hyunjin spoke in his lusty voice again, looking at me with his seductive eyes. Since my mouth was taped I couldn't answer his question but I nodded with my head "no" aggressively begging for him to stop. Hyunjin gripped on my face cupping, he made me look at him and held the knife on my cheek. "Or should I cut here?" Hyunjin asks me again but this time smiling like a maniac. "Never mind, I don't care if you want it or not!" Hyunjin laughs at me like a psychopath like he is. I started to muffle scream again thru the ducktape that was over my mouth.

It was a bloody mess, my body was in stinging pain. He cut up my left side of my cheek deeply almost making a hole, I am still crying cause of the pain. He left me in the basement all alone, i started to become unconscious because of the blood loss, he carved on my chest my face and thighs. I was half naked sitting on the chair almost unable to move. I started to get more dizzy and lightheaded as more blood was dripping out of my body, and then I fainted on the chair my head falling back.







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