Insecurities

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Trying something new. Does include intersex!! If you don't like, don't read!

Siobhan had always dealt with self doubt, insecurities, bullying, jealousy, and many other things. She never knew how to deal with it. No matter how good she thought she looked, there was always someone saying otherwise.

It started with her parents; judging her hair, her makeup, her clothes, or the way her body was shaped. It morphed into the bullies at school; calling her stupid, insulting her outfits, making fun of her hair.

Once she had graduated and worked at the Nursery for a few years, she met Roger. He was sweet at first; showering her with gifts, showing affection, making her feel loved. Then he changed. He turned into all those people who bullied her in the past but way worse. She was stuck in a never ending cycle of hate.

It wasn't until she met Vivian; a headstrong, sweet, caring, and loving soul. She instantly felt like she was in Secondary School again, crushing on one of the boys who played rugby.

"Alright, Siobhan?" Vivian smiled at the shorter blonde, watching as she blushed.

"Hello Vivian."

"I've told you, my friends call me Viv. Or you can make up a new nickname for me." She teased, watching as Siobhan just rolled her eyes and walked away. "Nice speaking to you, too!"

Siobhan could feel the gaze on her backside and kept walking, heading towards her office.

Late that night, a knock sounded on her front door. Roger had been gone for a week after the Knight Siblings successfully took over the nursery. She knew he was never coming back but she always stayed on edge.

She opened it to find Vivian, looking off to the side as she waited for Siobhan to open the door.

"Viv?" The blonde questioned.

"Hey. Sorry for popping in unannounced. I just... wanted to see you." She smiled, sliding her hands into her pockets.

"Come in, it's freezing out there." She stepped aside, pulling her dressing gown shut tightly. She could feel the breeze, England's weather was always so hectic.

"Thanks. I hope I wasn't interrupting anything?"

"Nothing at all, I was just reading a book upstairs. Can I get you anything to drink?" She offered, making her way to the kitchen. Vivian looked around as she followed behind and took the hood from her jacket off.

"No thank you, darling. I just came over to hopefully talk and just... chill." Vivian leaned against the door frame in the kitchen and watched as Siobhan tidied up slightly.

"Oh... What did you want to talk about? I'm all ears." She felt arms wrap around her waist from behind and cold hands slide underneath her dressing gown, caressing her hips. "Viv."

"I've missed you a lot these past few weeks. Mr. Persistent finally kick the bucket?" Vivian chuckled, swiping Siobhan's hair to the side to kiss her neck.

"Not quite but he will be gone for a long while." The blonde hummed quietly, her body relaxing into Vivian's. "Viv..."

"Shhh. Let's just celebrate, love."

"Okay."

They swayed quietly in the kitchen, the sounds of Siobhan quiet moans being the only thing they could hear.

"Let's take this upstairs, darling." Siobhan suggested, her neck covered in hickeys.

Vivian lifted her up and took the blonde upstairs to the bedroom. Wouldn't be the first time she had been in there and definitely wouldn't be the last.

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