I'm ranting (honestly don't read if ya don't want. I'm just ranting)

Actual Rant about life

Rant after being yelled at for trying to settle an argument between my siblings :)

My go-to career is childhood development. Which involves telling a child what, why, and how they're wrong. As well as teaching them to correct their mistakes.

I understand that I'm not the parent, but the moments my parents are both in their room and I'm in the living room with my siblings, is the moment I take control of trying to solve their problems. The moment I correct their mistakes and help them see what they're doing wrong.

Then, I get told I'm not the parent. I fucking know. I'm trying. I've been better at not yelling at people, and I'm trying to stay that way.

Then the moment I try to explain, I'm told I'm talking back? Like wtf? I'm trying to explain the situation so you see from my point of view!

But you'll never see from my point of view because you're not me! You might've had siblings before, you might've done blah blah blah. But it's different. We have different lives. The 2000's are different than the 2020's. The 1990's are different than the 2000's. It's all different.

At the same time, I can't see from my you point of view, I know it's frustrating, though, when I try taking over, but it's just something I do. I'm trying to help, I know what I'm doing.

So just let me fucking explain myself. This is why I have social anxiety, I think everyone's going to yell at me because THEY started yelling at me. I can't even get a word into the conversation without overthinking that it was rude or too much.

I know they "don't like yelling". THEN DON'T! It's not hard! I'm picking up your fucking bad habits. I don't want to be crabby and snappy all the time. I'm trying my best too.

Dramatic sigh.