A learning experience

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Trigger warning(s): implied sexual/physical abuse (maybe? I'm unsure if it's implied)

First person POV
POV: Owen's
Owen's age: Sixteen
Unnamed friend's age: Sixteen

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"Hurry up! I'm getting all wet from the rain!" My friend complained, his voice more like a whiny child rather than a teenager.


"You can go ahead, then. I want to enjoy the rain." I respond, my voice hardly audible over the downpour.

"What?! You actually just want to stand there and get all wet? Have you gone mad?" He questioned in disbelief. I didn't respond, instead simply looking at the rain as my steps come to a halt just outside a small store. I take off my right glove, a very rare occurrence, revealing my scarred hand before putting the glove in my pocket. I then put my arm out from under the awning, letting the cold rainwater hit my skin, causing me to emit a quiet and soft purr.

I can almost feel his bewildered stare etching in to my wretched flesh.

"..I don't like getting wet. The sensation's uncomfortable to me, weird. I also don't like being cold. It's a feeling so familiar that its become unsettling. But the rain's different, oddly enough. The gentle, rhythmic pelts on my skin feels... good, in a way, and the uncomfortable feeling of being soaked becomes bearable. And while I still don't like getting wet, and while I still hate being cold, the subtle differences from other forms of water and other cold things makes it okay to me..."

"..What?" He muttered after a pause, confused by my unprompted words. I look back at him for a moment before looking back at my arm, admiring the way the rain maneuvered around my leathery and no longer even skin.

"..You'll understand what I mean one day." I say as my arm slowly drifts downwards towards my side, the rainwater flowing off my textured skin like a river.

I'll never be clean.

I don't bother putting my glove back on. There was a momentary silence before he broke it.

"You're weird, Owen." He comments.

"I know." I continue walking, his form hesitantly following after mine.

"Does that not bother you?" He wonders allowed. I shake my head.

"I might be weird, but I'm not crazy or something. And as long as I'm not crazy, I'm not bothered by being weird." I state.

"Whatever you say. Also, shove off, beanstalk." He speaks, his hands shoving my shoulder in an attempt to move me away.

His skin burns me.

"Yeah, yeah, whatever." I mutter dismissively as I sidestep away from him, the safety of the awning barely able to protect my body from the rain with how close I was.

"Let's just get to our dorms so I don't have to deal with this thunderstorm." He said, his pace picking up as a flash of lightning bolts through the cloudy late afternoon sky. I nod in agreement, though the reasons we wanted to get to our dorms quicker were vastly different.

"Yeah. Let's go, gnome." I respond.

"Hey! Don't call me that!" He pouts as he lightly hits my shoulder out of disapproval and annoyance.

I can get rid of their touch.

I just nod, the harsh pelting of water against the metal awnings creating a comfortable silence as we now wordlessly make our way back to our abode.

An abode that no longer feels like home.

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