Jealously mmw2xreader

pt 4 heart beat

Very short chapter, but I'm preparing a juicy one 😛

I remember feeling stuck in a monotonous routine at the base, doing the same things every day: waking up, eating, exercising, and sleeping. The lack of interaction made me feel disconnected from reality. I did have occasional small interactions with Soap and Gaz, but most of the time, I was with Roach, following him around like a dog. When he was not here for missions, I would either stay in the gym or my room.

I've heard that a new team member will be arriving in a month, which is exciting. However, a new nurse also joined us. She seems nice, but I don't think she'll interact with my team much because she's a nurse.

Time skip

I found myself sitting in the gym with my leg shaking nervously, a small habit I've developed to relieve stress. I'm always stressed, and I don't know why. It's been physically hurting, but I don't want to burden anyone. I'm too scared to show my feelings - it feels like barbwire cutting through my throat.

I covered my face with my hands and took a deep breath. Suddenly, I felt a hand on mine and looked up to see someone I'd never expected. "You alright there, love?" I heard the familiar gruff British accent ring through my ears, and I stared into his eyes. The familiar skull mask with the balaclava gripped onto his face, hugging his features but not well enough to see the man underneath. My heart skipped a beat, and I felt a blush creep to my face, finally noticing how close we were to each other. "Yeah," I responded, finding myself lost in his brown eyes.

They reminded me of summer; so soft, yet his eyes could drown me if I stared too long, as my breath would stop forever. He broke eye contact and got up, excusing himself and leaving the gym, leaving me confused.

Simon?

Time skip

Later that day, I sat on my bed, unable to sleep. Again and again, I just couldn't. I didn't know why I just couldn't. I laid on my bed sighing, my thoughts never left my head, never. I wish it would stop. The overthinking is too much to bear.

Why me?

A knock on my door made me spring up and become aware of my surroundings.
I slowly got up and reached for the doorknob. Who could be up at this hour?
The door clicked open and I was met with that familiar ghost mask. Simon?

"You alright there luv?" He asked just like before but this time it felt like he was guilty. A smile creeped onto my face "Yeah lieutenant I am." I laughed whole heartedly. He chuckled softly and those eyes drowned me once more. This time he stepped closer to me and I let him. "I should get going." He coughed up and turned on his heel.

Is he just playing with my feelings?