drama that has happened in my life...

7 (Kinda like I vent)

Helloooo! Welcome back! This story is kinda old and it's about my class telling a secret they shouldn't know about me to the teacher, that's a little bit about what it's about! So if your uncomfortable with that, you can click off now! Please don't share or copy write these stories into your stories or announcements, please ask me first.

BYEEE!





If was around twenty or so weeks ago now... I never really thought about it till now.

I was in my drama class at school, it was second period.
I was playing a game with my class in drama (as we normally do) and of course, I was getting left out. Not getting picked or spoken to.

Whenever it was, my class would make a big deal about it and saying "LEROY!" (There's another story of how they know I'm trans, I'm pretty sure. If not, tell me and I'll create one.)

I'm just going to say: "S" as my deadname.

My teacher was confused but she didn't think anything of it and I didn't think it was a big deal either. After a bit, my teacher asked:
"Who's Leroy?"

And no one responded, I thought I was going to be fine.

Wrong Move.

I was chatting with my friend and he points someone out who was talking to the teacher and saying: "S is Leroy."

My teacher was confused but started to understand. I felt like I was going to cry, they told my secret to a teacher. I thought I could trust one person and already second week of now my grade knowing, a teacher knows.
I asked to go to the bathroom and the teacher checks on me before I go. I say I was fine and I go to the bathroom.

And I cry.

I cry my heart out.

I never knew what I did wrong, I was in every right line to not get people angry or annoy them. And they do this to me, for what reason? For fun.

"School is such a safe environment!"

Is it though? Because here I was, crying and crying. I didn't even know the time that went past and if was now Franciscan five (where a song plays for 5 minutes and it gives us time to be silent and reflect.)

A girl comes into the bathroom from my class to check on me. I tell her I was fine and she leaves.

I go back into class like everything was fine halfway though the class and everyone looks at me. They knew I cried. The girl had told the teacher I was crying and the class heard.

After the song finished. My ex-best friend came up to me to say something but I didn't let her speak. She was the reason that everyone knew my secret and know it was like this. None of my friends cared that I cried, they just walked pasted. My teacher checked up on me and talked to me.

After I was walking to class, I told my friends what happened and they didn't care.
I don't know if I'm being rude by saying this but i felt like they could've actually cared? Sorry, I don't wanna sound bossy.

I hate this, I hate everything about school and my life. How will I even fix what happened!? Now almost my whole school knows! Next year it will probably be everyone! I get bullied on the bus now. I don't feel safe one bit!

Sometimes I don't think that people care about what's happened to other people.

My one friend says that the whole grade hates her. Really!? She still has friends in this grade and not everyone hates her! She has an amazing life as well! Her family treats her well and she's still has her best friends! Even perfect grades!

Another friend has a perfect body and is really smart!

Another one has teacher who love her!

Another has a nice mum and older siblings!

And even another one has lots of people who like her, good friends (most of those who don't like me anymore for some reason!) She doesn't get bullied and knows how to stand up for herself!

I've tried my HARDEST! Teachers always seperate me with people I can trust, my secret was revealed to the whole grade by a girl I called my best friend. I try to study my hardest but I fail. I hate my body so I'm not eating that much anymore. I feel like my sister hates me and I barely get to try to bond with my parents because of my younger sister or they're 'busy'.

I'm not saying I have the biggest problems. There are people with MUCH MUCH MUUUCH more problems then me. And I don't know my friend's home life. I'm sorry that I might sound like I'm talking to much about myself.

But someone please give my advice on what to do with my life before I may give up.

Thanks for reading.
Bye...