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Sixty-Two [VENT]

The guilt is still piling up, and so are my suicidal thoughts.

I'm so done with everything, I'm so tired of life and I'm sick of my existence.

I just wanted to kill myself.

I want to end it all; I want to end everything.

Everything's over to me, including my life.

I just want to fall asleep and never wake up again.

JUST TAKE ME HOME ALREADY. I WANT TO GO HOME. I JUST WANT THE PAIN AND MYSELF TO END PERMANENTLY.

I can't do this anymore, and I refuse to.