I'm tired.
That's it. That's the whole vent.
I can't bring myself to write anymore (not even any of my real-life novels & works)
I genuinely miss actually not being shit at writing; I actually used to be decent at it..
Not anymore. That's long gone, but I want it back.
Writing is all I have, it's the only “skill” in my life I'm not trash at, the only thing I actually have talent in
And if I lose that, it's not that I'll have NOTHING.
I'll BE nothing.
It's genuinely a struggle finding motivation and the mental energy to write again & actually enjoy it like I enjoyed it in the past.
I
I don't know what to do anymore.
