CHAPTER 8 -I love you I'm sorry...-

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   "Hey Aoif.." I said on Saturday night as I jumped onto the garden wall in front of Aoife's house. "Oh, hey Aem!" Aoife said as she balanced a bag of chips on her leg. I sighed as I laid my head on her shoulder. "What's wrong." Aoife said as she offered me a chip, I declined with a shake of my head. "It's nothing, just exhausted." I said as I sat back up and looked in the distance as I saw something I thought would be a fucking dream. "Is that Joey?!" I said as I squinted my eyes to see if it was. "It fucking is!" I said as I jumped down and stamped my way towards him. Just to find him with Shan fucking Holland. "Joey! What the hell are you doing!" I said as I slapped the line off the brick just before he snorted it. "What the fuck." Joey said as he looked at me, with absolute furry. Shane was already gone once he saw me. "What is wrong with you!" I said as I pushed him in the chest. "I wasn't going to do it." Joey said as he lied to my face. "Bullshit! You were leant down in front of it about to snort it up ya fucking nostril!" I said as my hands fleeted in the air. "You aren't supposed to be here Aemma." Joey said as he looked at me then Aoife who was  running towards us. "Apparently I am, so you don't do stupid shit." I said as I looked at him with utter disappointment. "I told you Aemma! This is how I fucking cope" Joey yelled, his voice echoing off the walls of the dimly lit alley way. "Don't pull that crap, Joey!" I yelled back as tears flooded  my eyes. "It's the truth. It's how I am! Why don't you go back to the rich side, princess." Joey said as he backed away. "Really.. That's how you view me." I said as I looked away from his eyes in disbelief. "I love you okay! And if you don't want me too than I fucking won't! I'll with Mark, or maybe Paul. Maybe Even fucking Gerard." I yelled as I backed away from him. "Fuck you Joey..." I said as tears were full on streaming down my face. I walked past Aoife as my chest tightened. I ran, the wind blowing in my hair and my tears falling back. I made it to the corner when I broke down. Letting it all out, the pain, the sadness, the fury and the fucking guilt. I let it go. Then it started to rain, pouring instantly. I didn't care, I kept breaking. Leaving the pieces of my heart scattered on the cold pavement. "Oh, Aem." Aoife said as she wrapped her arms around me as my chest heaved. He said he didn't want to hurt me but him doing this is hurting me.. Causing me more pain than I have ever experienced. Aoife rubbed my back as I cried into her chest. My body shaking and trembling as I got soaked with rain. 

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      "J-Johnny, can you come get me.." My voice broke as I talked to my brother who I desperately needed.  "Aemma? You okay?!" Johnny said, as panic filled his voice. "Y-yeah.. Just come get me please.." I said as my voice clattered. "I will Aemma, what's the address?!" Johnny asked as I heard keys rattling in the background. "I'm at the corner of Aoife's Neighborhood. Tullamore square, 1809." I said as I slid down the wall and on my ass. "I'm coming Aem. Hang in there okay. I'll be there as soon as possible." Johnny said as a car starting echoed from the other line. Then the beep rung in my ear, telling me the line ended. I dropped my phone on the now, soaked pavement and leaned my head on the brick that was behind me as I waited. Knees curled up to my chest as I rocked back and fourth. 

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20 minutes later I heard tires run on the road as the engine got killed, as I heard a car door open then slam shut. I lifted my head up, I could barely see anything. My eyes blurred from tears, my cheeks turning read from the breeze. "Aemma!" I heard my brothers familiar voice come out from the distance, as he kneeled down in front of me clamping his beefy hands on  my bruised knees. "Aemma, can you see me.?" Johnny said, a worried tone in his voice. I stayed silent, silent and broken. "Aemma, say something please." Johnny said as he pulled me into him. A dusty blonde haired boy came into view. "G-Gibs.." I whispered as I turned my head to him. "Oh Aem." Gibs said as he sat down and hugged me along with Johnny.  I cried, I criedd into the chest of my brother and in the arms of my best friend. My world was falling apart. Pain ricocheted through my body.  

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       I was being carried up to my bedroom, when I had opened my eyes. I turned my head to see who it was, and it was Gibs. "Gibs.." I mumbled, as looked down at me with a slight smile. "Hi, little Aem." Gibs said as he opened my bedroom door and closed it with his foot,  he walked ever to my bed and placed me down as he draped the covers over my body. "I'll see you in the morning to check on ya." Gibs said as he flicked the lamp off, leaving the corridor light, dimly illuminating the room. "Can you stay please.. I don't want to be alone." I said as I grabbed his hand. "I'll stay." Gibs said as he pulled the covers back and climbed in next to me. I scooted over to him, his arm draping his arm over me and pulling me into his chest. I closed my eyes, taking in all the comfort his was giving me. I instantly fell asleep as Gibs rubbed my back, in a comforting manner.  

    

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