Heal my heart

fourteen.

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I ran into my house and saw my sister before hugging her. i havent hugged her since i was 14.

She was in shock but she hugged me back when she realized how bad i was crying.

"What happend??" She asked me.

"h-he fired me! Hes all i have! I-i thought we had somthing special!" My voice shook as more tears left my eyes.

She took me to her room.

I vented to her about the whole situation and how much he means to me. 

Instead of telling me how bad of a decision i made when working for a mafia boss she told me to get "pretty".

Instead she gave me one of her dresses, did my hair and makeup.

She got ready aswell.

8:30*

We left the house and she didnt tell me where we were going.

Then i realized we were going to downtown Germany.

she stopped at a place where im assuming a party is taken place.

my mind left. we started partying and drinking it was so much fun. We were singing along with the music before she found a guy.

"i want to go with him but i dont want to leave you!" She told me. "Just go! Ill take your car then let him take you home!" I responded shouting over the loud music.

"Are you sure!?"

"yes!! Go!!" She hugged me before she went with the guy. I left the party with a smile on my face.

i was a little wobbly but not drunk. i had the car keys in my hand. I past by an alley when all of a sudden i was grabbed.

i could tell they were a male because he was tall and muscular. He covered my mouth with his hand.

"Let go of me!" I tried screaming but his hand was pressed to hard against my mouth to let anything escape.

he pushed me into a car. he pinned my arms to the seat before holding a syringe close to my veins. "No!" I screamed before he pressed the needle into my skin.

i passed out.

i woke up in an empty room.

"you sleep good sleeping beauty?" A deep voice spoke. I turned my head towards the voice. It was the same man.

"where am i??" I began to panic.

"shh. Dont start screaming sweetheart i dont want you to go to waste so fast" he got up from where he was sitting.

He stood infront of me.
"you're so beautiful" he grabbed my face.

"let me go!" I shouted at him.

"you just want it already dont you?" He smiled at me.

"What are you talking about?? Let me leave!"

"oh yeah baby i think you're ready" he smiled again before grabbing my arm lifitng me from off the ground.

"where are you taking me!??" I looked around.

"You ask so many questions shut up!" He yelled at me.

He brought me into a room with a metal bed.

"how old are you?" He asked me .

He waited for my response.

"Fuck you!" I spat.

"Your misbehaving! Ive had enough!" He grabbed my arms and brought me to the metal bed.
𝐓𝐖:RAPE ‼️
"No!" I screamed trying to resist. He was way to strong for me.

The coldness of the metal stung my back.

there was metal chains on each side. he grabbed my wrists and wrapped the chains around both of them.

I screamed loudly. "Let me fucking go!" I screamed again.

"I need help!" He yelled before someone came into the room.

"Molly! Help me out of these please!" I felt relif someone i knew was here.

"Im not gonna help you with that. I can help you with this" she said before the man got ontop of me.

At first i was confused till i realized he was trying to take my pants off.

"No! Im only 17 please! Im still a kid!" I cried and kicked.

Molly held my feet down.

"why are you helping him??!" I cried.

He started undressing himself. I looked up at my chained hands trying to release myself.

He took off my pants so all i did was tightly squeeze my legs together.

"your so scared. it makes me crave you more" he smirked before i was fully exposed.

"you dont need to do this." i whimpered in fear.

"you sound just like tom" he smiled. My eyes widened when i remembered what molly had done to tom.

He then forced himself in me. i cried in pain.

that didnt stop him from anything. he was carelessly aggressive.

"please.stop" my voice squeaked.

"shut the fuck up!" He yelled at me.

"your a virgin arent you??" He panted.

I wanted to throw up. Kill myself. Just kill me already if thats what ur keeping me here for.

2 fucking hours later he was done.

he put my pants back on, unchained me and out me back in the room.

"will i go back home?." I ask him.

"shut the fuck up evie! Im tired of telling your questions" he yelled at me.

"Then let me go so you dont have to deal with me!" I screamed. He punched me causing my lip to split open.

i cried in pain.

"Come here!" He growled grabbing my arm and revealing a knife from his pocket.

I gasped when i saw he was bringing it close to my skin.

"No! No! Stop it please!" I screamed before he ran the blade through my skin.

blood dripped down my arm.

i was crying, screaming and kicking.

i gave up and layed down on the ground falling asleep im guessing.

i woke up with a bandaged wrapped around my arm.

I saw that they left my bag in the same room as me. I quickly rushed and grabbed my phone. I called tom.

one ring, two ring, 3 ring,- he hung up

I'm not giving up
2 calls turned into four, four calls turned into nine and nine calls turned into fourteen. He hung up. every,single,time.

molly walked in.

i crawled to the dark corner.

"we're letting you go" she told me grabbing my arm lifting me up.

i felt weak as we walked thru this building. she brought me to a car and then drove me home.

i walked into my house with a hoodie on. i grabbed it from my car before coming in.
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