Minsung - Oneshots (READ DESCRIPTION)

Heather

Genre: Angst (t/w's // c/w's : self harm, starving, slowly killing one's self, suicide? If not comfortable please don't read. I love you so much and you are so strong!

A/n: I'm experimenting something new I hope you like it.

~italics will be the actual song lyrics

~bold will be the actual story

Sorry for all the spelling mistakes but I actually can't bother to fix them all plus it will delete comments...

Jisung's pov: (to minho... If that makes sense? It's like maybe a letter?)

Play "Heather

I still remember, third of December
I'll never forget the day you asked us to meet. You called me and you were so happy. You sounded so.... Complete.

Me in your sweater
As I arrived at our place you noticed I was shivering. With a smile on your face you handed me your hoodie. It's like you were already warm inside at whatever you wanted to tell me.

You said it looked better on me, than it did you
You mentioned how it looked better on me than on you. Something that you always said when you gave me your clothes.

Only if you knew, how much I liked you
And I always couldn't help but blush when you said that. I thought you thought I looked cute in your clothes.

But I watch your eyes, as she walks by...
You tell me about her. The girl that you always watched with such a fond look as she walked by us in school. You looked at her with so much love.

What a sight for, sore eyes
It hurt me every time I saw your loving gaze. Why couldn't you look at me like that?

Brighter than a, blue sky
Even if I stared at the bright sky or sun it wouldn't hurt me as much as it hurt me when you looked at her.

She's got you, mesmerized
You tell me you finally got the courage to ask her out. She accepted and now you are together.

While I die
I felt all the air in my lungs disappear. I would rather you strangle me to death than this type of pain.

Why would you ever kiss me?
I watch as you would kiss her. Either on the cheek or on the lips, on the forehead or on the nose. She has perfect skin I don't so why would you kiss me, anyways.

I'm not even half as pretty
She has a beautiful smile. She has perfect white teeth. She has long black hair. I don't have any of that. Plus I'm not a girl...

You gave her your sweater,
It's just polyester
You have her your hoodie. Something we used to do, share clothes. But it's okay it's just some fabric it's not that important.

But you like her better,
Wish I were Heather
I love you but... I'm not heather. I'm not her.

Watch as she stands with
Her holding your hand
I miss the physical contact we had. I wnat what we had back. I wnat to go back in time before she came into our lives. Before she slowly tore us apart.