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Tw ⚠️ : talk of sh

Dazai's pov :

"He's hurting himself chuuya "
"Atsushi ?"
Dazai nodds .
"Because of akutagawa ?"
"What else ?"
"I'm so sorry , I just looked through his phone , the kid wasn't lying , he wouldn't lie, I'm sorry "

Dazai stands up and hugs chuuya .
"It's fine , we we're both upset.  But now I don't know what to do "
"Is it bad ?"
"He's got cuts all over his arms chuuya "
Dazai let's out a sob.
"It's gonna be okay . We cc an get him help I promise. Where is he ?"
"In his room . I got a look at his arms and he kicked me out , what if he's doing it now ?"
"He's not . Don't think like that osamu "

They sit down and on dazai's laptop they Google different websites of therapists and doctors who specialise in self-harm patients .

"This is gonna be really expensive"
"I'll pay for it "
"Chuuya no -"
"No . It's my fault I didn't do a better job raising my kid . So I'll pay for it "
"Chuuya , it's not your fault. It's not his fault . He's just fallen with the wrong crowd . We can help him too ."

Atsushi's pov :

He can't stay in his room for much longer .
It's been 3 hours and he physically can't hold his pee anymore .
He opan his door and moves quickly to the bathroom .

"Atsushi -"
He shuts the door .
While washing his hands he sees the blade on the side .
He picks it up and throws it in the rubbish.
Taking a deep breath and walking out.

"Atsushi , please sit down ."

He sits just a few metres away from dazai and chuuya .
"I'm not gonna force you to talk to me Atsushi . But you need to talk to someone . I've got you a doctor's appointment to just check on you physically and we're move on from there , chuuya would also like to apologize to you"

"Atsushi I'm so sorry . I shouldn't have yelled at you like that not having the full story . I know what akutagawa has done and he's not getting away with it . He's gonna get a job to pay the money back for the broken phone . He didn't break this one did he ?"
Atsushi nodds .
"Looks like he's got a lot of work to do . I'm sorry Atsushi ."
"It's fine . You were just defending you kid . I'm sorry for beating him up . He may be a jerk but he didn't deserve that "
"I was gonna have him apologize , but I'll leave for another day.  See you two tomorrow "
Chuuya waves and leaves .

Chuuya pov :

He gets in and goes to akutagawa's room .
He's stood Infront of his mirror sorting out his shirt , wiping a tear from his eye.

"You don't have to apologize today Ryu , it's okay , he understands "
He can see a weight be lifted of akutagawa's shoulders.

"But . Ryu you need to learn what you say has consequences . Atsushi's been self harming due to what you've been saying to him . I'm not saying this to make you feel bad , I'm saying this so you know your words have meaning ."

Akutagawa stared at him .
"I didn't know he was doing that - I'm sorry "
His voice breaks .
He can see the shame in akutagawa's eyes .
"It's okay . He's gonna get help and get better . And you are gonna get better friends . Why don't you two become friends "
Akutagawa laughts into chuuyas shoulder as he hold him .
"I don't thi k he'd want to be friends with me "
"I think you'd be surprised . He understands Ryu . He doesn't blame you for any of this , it's okay "

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