Give It Time (a nepkat fanfic)

Chapter 3

(Well first of all i would like to apologize for my absense. I wasn't even lazy honestly i just forgot i made this. Nobody even really asked for an update but i read through it and you know what i'm gonna keep going because yeaaaah why not???)
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Nepeta's POV (1st person)

After I split up, I had nowhere to go. This isn't home. It's not like I can walk a few steps and be able to do the things I usually do back on Alternia. No. This isn't home at all.

Home was where my lusus and I played and talked about rediculous things.

Home was where I could go outside and hunt huge beasts for us both to eat.

Home was where the thrill and happiness of the hunt was thriving all around.

Home was where I could pester my sweet moirail at any time I wanted and find out what silly thing he was up to.

Home was where all the people I cared about were alive. Where we talked all the time and cared about each other!!

Home is NOT a giant clump of rock hurtling through space for 3 years. Does anyone even have any idea where this huge mass of rock is going?

Whatever, I guess that's something we can find out when we land.

So now I'm walking aimlessly through this dumb meteor, and I honestly can't find a single happy thought in my head.

Back on Alternia I was known as the happy cat girl. The happy cat girl who loved roleplaying and always cheered everyone up. Who knew the person who did all the cheering up would ever have to be cheered up herself?

Sigh. Hopefully someone can take up that cheerer-upper occupation soon. I could really use that right now.

As I'm strolling deeper and deeper through these abandoned hallways, I come accross a small room. It has a tiny opening that looks big enough for me to crawl through. So you know what? That's what I do.

What I find is probably the coolest thing you could find on this rickety old hunk of minerals. A room. A huge room!!!

Okay so maybe it doesn't seem so great to you but I mean come on! This is shipping paradise!

All I really need to do is furnish it with whatever I can find and decorate, then I've got myself my very own hive. At least that will help me feel a little more at home.

I don't know what anyone else is doing right now, but also, I really don't care. This has been the most depressing point in my life ever,

but that doesn't mean I shouldn't try to make the best of it.