a screen apart ~ chanlix {texting fanfic}

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(Felix' POV)

After realizing the Chan I've been texting is the CB97 from 3Racha, and I most likely also talked to J.One and SpearB, I ran. I ran as fast as my legs would take me.
It just didn't make sense.. What were the chances I'd message someone famous?

Looking back I should've probably connected the dots, the secret identity, the names, how annoyed Chan got at the other two.
It all made so much sense now.
Tho..
I don't really listen to 3Racha, I just know Jeongin and Minho do. They never told me their names though. Well.. maybe they mentioned them a few times?
But either way not enough for me to remember!!

And now I'm at home, in my brothers arms crying my heart out because it's all too much to process.
I can't believe I cussed out an idol, that I talked to him in the first place, that he actually replied to me!
It's all so unbelievable.

Minho calmed me down for a while, told me sweet things and comforted me.
Telling me that he's sure the three don't hate me and that everything is just a big misunderstanding. But that made me wonder, how is he so sure? What does he know?
He didn't even seem surprised when I told him I was talking to CB97, it's like he knew..

I sat up and dried my face with my sleeve paws.
"Min.. Did u perhaps.. already know I was talking to Chan?"
He looked at me for a second and then averted his gaze to the ground, he did.
He knew and didn't tell me.
I slightly scoffed and got up, "why didn't you tell me? I could've mentally prepared myself for the shock of coming face to face with the guy! But now it's all so so overwhelming and.."
I let myself fall onto the couch, "I don't know what to do Min.."

He hugged me during my 2nd crying session.
"Calm down Boks, sure it's very overwhelming now, but he's also just a person. He's just a.. very well known person. But that doesn't change the fact he's just like any of us, he's from Australia too, has hobbies, friends, a job, a love life, wishes, sad parts, struggles and most importantly, feelings. I'm sure he'll understand that you're in shock now, but maybe this'll just get you closer."

He stopped talking for a while, giving me time to let all of this sink in.
Minho's always been good at comforting me, I don't have any secrets from him and to today I was sure he didn't have any from me either.
But I guess I kinda understand why he didn't tell me, he must be in contact with one of 3Racha to know and that person probably told him not to tell me.
He started talking again, cutting my train of thoughts off.

"A little birdie told me he was so distant because he didn't know what to tell you when he was busy, which he was a lot recently because of their upcoming album. He's also not great at expressing his feelings to people he's not that close with."
"That doesn't mean he can be an asshole though.." I mumbled, apart from him ignoring me he was also very dry and mean 90% of the time we texted.
Minho chuckled a little, "that's true yeah, he has no right to be an ass to you."
It was quiet again for a while, a very comforting silence though.

"I think I should message Jisungie, he seems very nice. And then from there on I can work my way to talking to Chan again." I slightly smiled and looked at my brother, he gave me a nod and made us get up.
"That's a great idea shortie, but let's have something to eat first yeah?"
"Okay!"