Not So Innocent

Back To Hell

I slowly woke up and seen I was no longer in the hospital, I sighed and sat up and looked around, I never seen this room before it was really nice though,my mind couldn't think straight I had so many thoughts and different things going on, everything hurt on me, I heard someone talking outside the door and then someone entered the room, not him, why him, he walked up to me and said

*Nice to see your alive

I swallowed hardly not wanting to say anything to him to get him pissed off, he sat on the bed next to me and said

*You hungry

I slight looked at him and he smiled

*They had you on a feeding tube and oxygen you know they thought you wouldn't make it

I didn't want to make it, I wish I died in that bed, he got up and put his hand out for me to grab and I tried to get up myself but almost fell Tom grabbed me and pain went shooting through me body, I squeezed my eyes shut trying not to think about what he did to me but I couldn't, I started crying and hated myself for it, his hands were so warm yet have done so much harm to me, I cried in his arms and  he held me, I hated him yet enjoyed his arms hugging me, what is wrong with me

*Whats wrong

I looked up and all I could say was

*You raped me

I hated him but needed comfort, I held onto him tightly and didn't let go, Tom didn't say a word he just held onto me tightly, I don't know what got into him but I know he will not stay this way so I was going to enjoy this moment with the guy who is killing me, he got up slowly and said

*I'm going to go get you something to eat ok

I nodded and he got up and left, I slowly got up but fell, I grabbed on to the chair and lifted myself up, I pushed the chair across the floor and to the closet door that was open, I walked into the closet and seen Tom's big T-shirt and some dresser drawers, I grabbed a shirt and opened it and grabbed a pair of boxers, I had nothing to wear and wanted to be clean, I pushed the chair to the other door in the room and opened it, I pushed it into the bathroom and closed the door behind me, I sat on the chair and sighed all that moving was making me hurt, I took my clothes off slowly and got into the shower and turned on the water, it was warm and calming, I slowly sat down and enjoyed the nice moment, I reached up and grabbed the soap and pouf ball and slowly tried to wash my body, it was much harder then I thought it would be but I got do and reached up for the shampoo and conditioner, I grabbed them both and started washing my hair, I got do with that and grabbed a razor and did an everything shave, I slowly got up and held onto the wall for support, I slowly got out the shower and wrapped my hair in a towel and dried my body while sitting on the chair, I slowly put Tom's clothes on and took the towel off my head, I got up and pushed the chair out the room and back to the bed, I plopped myself down and sighed, I fucking hate being crippled,I slowly sat up and watched as the door slowly opened

*I got you some food

I could smell it now that he said it, I slightly smiled do to the fact I was kind of hungry, he came up to me and put in down over my lap

*I seen you took a shower

I nodded as I grabbed the spoon and immediately started eating, hopefully he did poison it or drug it, I keep eating and out of nowhere he said

*We are leaving Tokyo soon, I have some stuff that needs to me done in Germany and I expect you to act right when we get there no funny shit

And just like that the sweet act was gone and he was back