it wouldn't let me do the title i wanted but here it is:
oopsies i was feeling a bit...how do i say??...depressed dark academia fairycore soft grunge steampunk stargirl ovulating whoreson bitch
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Mmm-mmm-mmm, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oohYeah, I feel I'm watered down Whenever he's around I put on the crown of clowns And melt slowly to the groundYeah, I feel it coming on When I've been static for too long And an explosion comes in time Before I go and cross the lineThey say you used to be so kind I never knew you had such a dirty mind Well, I went to the doctors believing The devil had control over me and I was finding it hard to breathe in Finding it hard to fight the feelingWhen my heart just burst like a glass balloon I let it fly too high and it shattered too soon I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room I broke my glass balloon I let go of my glass balloonOh-oh, oh-oh, ohThey call him Hermit the Frog He's looking for a dog Did you find your bitch in me? Oh, you're abominable, socially You're just a little bit too much like meShe says you used to be so kind Well, baby, I give you your dirty mind Well, I, I wanna tell you a secret You can take your double standard love and keep it I can't help the devil likes to make my heart a double bed And I can't help he sometimes like to come And rest his little headWhen my heart just burst like a glass balloon I let it fly too high and it shattered too soon I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room I broke my glass balloon I let go of my glass balloonOh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-ohDum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum Dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum Dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum Dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dum-dumOh, my heart just burst like a glass balloon We let them fly too high and they shattered too soon Are we the wrong damn people in the wrong damn room? We broke our glass balloons We let go of our glass balloonsWe broke our glass balloons Let go of my glass balloon
no one reads this (he might read this)
so here's lines from the very long poem i wrote about him because instagram made me sad today
it's very specific but even if he reads this, he won't know it's about him because he doesn't remember and his memory is bad but he does remember that the food was good and it was fun to hang out with me tho
"And maybe we were too young
I mean, we were thirteen
But I thought I knew everything then"
"We wished on the same dandelion
Different wishes
Then I ate it
Bittersweet
You had some too
Said roses taste better
You never gave me one to try"
"I thought we'd end up like this couple I barely knew
This girl at JDO told me she fake dated her friend but 'it's not a joke anymore'
Or that girl who ran into the bathroom we were crying in at the dance
Saying she'd kissed her best friend and she kissed her back
And we felt bad for her 'cause as soon as she ran out, you said to me, 'Aren't her parents Republican?'"
"Another year has passed since I wrote in this note Driving down south this time Florida's summers are hotter than you ever thought I was I thought I was over you But turns out I'm not But I think that's okay and I'll survive No one loves me right now But I've never felt more alive You're my second best friend After Logan, I told her about you when I loved you and when you broke my heart You say you have a bad memory You don't remember the dance God, I wish I was as strong as you But I wish we were given a second chance That night, I asked "what color are their eyes?" And you looked right in mine I knew it then, and you knew it, too I guess I'm never getting over you
I was there when your friends hated me I was there when you first started loving that girl I was there when you dated her I was there when she cheated on you I was there when you cried over her I was there when she came looking for you I was there when you got revenge on her I was there when you liked me I was there when Logan wrote fanfic about us I was there when I told you she told us to date I was there when you said we could I was there when you nearly confessed I was there when you broke me I was there when you got over me so fast I was there when you pretended nothing happened I was there when I went along with your lies I was there when we became friends again I was there when you told me about a boy you liked I was there when you told me about a girl you liked I was there when they both didn't work out I was there when my crushes didn't like me back either We're pretending nothing happened and nothing ever will Is it the universe trying to bring us back together? But is it Venus or Juno? Are we birds of a feather? Were you the love of my life? Oh, no (Was I the love of your life? Haha, probably not)
Your hair is longer than mine now I hate your mom, I hate her so much She hates me because I'm queer but I'm really good at being straight, so... I hope to meet you at a football game Don't take anyone to your homecoming or you'll make me cry again I might go with friends and try not to think about you (but I will) Did telling you that your ex is friends with my rapist break you or make us? You said Kara used to be nice I think she turned bitter after she cheated People change and become bitchy I've seen it happen too many times to the nicest girls But let's not talk about her When we could get together I'm close to ending up like my mother Supposed to meet some nerd who's slightly taller But why would I have that? When I could have you? Why don't you wanna come back? The last time I loved you will not be the last time I'm loving you So I heard you got a girl You're taking her to hoco Does she know you're a boy, though? You told me if someone didn't like me, then it's their loss and their screw up Well, then, man, you screwed up pretty badly It's unfair how your mom hates me And you told me 'the last time you liked someone, it turned out terribly' You didn't want to ruin anything But you ruined everything Because now your mom is totally fine with you taking your new girlfriend to a school event I'm happy for you but sometimes I wish I was dead I'd rather be dead than you be with Ellie I'm sure she's pretty, I'm sure she's lovely But remember when you used to like me? I want to know what went on in your mind When you tricked me I still really like you But you don't know that Don't want us to ruin another one of your relationships With another one of our situationships I guess I'm the bitch I realize that to you, it was just a regular Friday night out with your friend I was just your rebound that never met its end"
omg its giving that trend thats like "was it casual when [life-changing experience]"
LILAC SHORT SKIRT THE ONE THAT FITS ME LIKE SKIN DID YOUR RESEARCH YOU KNEW THE PRICE GOING IN
AND I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING HONEY
I CAN TELL WHEN SOMEBODY STILL WANTS ME
COME CLEAN
I'M AN ASTON MARTIN THAT YOU STEERED STRAIGHT INTO THE DITCH THEN RAN AND HID
