it ended on my birthday
but there's a "shadow week" of readjustment
(i'm getting all this from shady internet so no judging)
so that means it ends on HIS birthday
anyway starting driving that car into the ditch
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croissant
CWA-SAW
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ulan
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He stole our youth and promised heaven
The men start wars yet Troy hates Helen
Women's hearts are lethal weapons
Did you hold mine and feel threatened?
Hear my lyrics, taste my venom
You are still my great obsession
I've seen it, in the poems and the sands
I've pleaded, with the powers and their plans
I tried to rewrite it but I can't
It's the history (history), the history of man
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yknow that shitty feeling thats like when you realize you wasted all your childhood wanting to grow up and now that you're growing up you want to be a child again but you can't because you have so many responsibilities now and everyone expects so highly of you and you don't know what to fucking do with your life because when you try to do fun things, people remind you of the important stuff, and when you focus on academics, people judge you for not having fun and it just feels like i've missed out on having fun during teenagehood because my best friend lives on a different continent and after she moved, i barely gave other people a try at being my friend, but now it's too late to make new friends because no one wants to and i'm supposed to be thinking about college but if i don't have friends i'm a nobody and if i don't get 100s i'm a nobody and if i don't do every extracurricular known to man i'm a nobody and if i don't apply to 20+ colleges i'm a nobody
junior year cry count: 1
