Us Forever || Madison beer

I love you [19]

BELLA'S POV
That night was rough. Madison woke up a lot of times to vomit, since she was never really that big of a drinker and the alcohol definitely made her really sick. And of course I helped her.

In the morning I woke up earlier than Madison and I got her some aspirin and some water, since she was going to be extremely hungover from last night.

I then headed downstairs to make some breakfast. Madison needed food immediately and I didn't mind a few pancakes.

I still couldn't get out of my head the fact that Madison told me she loves me. But she was drunk. Do I love Madison ? Well I definitely don't just like her. I feel more for Madison. And she makes me feel incredible. Better than anyone else. And I feel safe and happy around her. God who am I kidding ? Of course I love Madison

Madison definitely doesn't remember what she told me last night and I wasn't going to remind her because that would just be very awkward if she didn't mean to say it.

But maybe I can just tell her I love her and see what she says. I'll think about that

"Good morning baby" Madison rasped as she walked up behind me and hugged me from behind, wrapping her hands around my waist and resting her head on my shoulder

"Good morning, how is your head ?" I asked turning head and kissing her cheek

"It hurts a bit but nothing crazy" She said and started leaving kisses on my shoulder, not letting of go of me "Thank you so much for taking care of me"

"You don't have to thank me baby" I placed the last pancake on the plate and turned off the stove.

I turned around to finally face Mads. She kept her hands on my waist, pulling me closer. She was the one to close that gap between us and kiss me.

"Mhm" Madison hummed in the kiss "You're so beautiful" She said and pulled away, putting a strand of hair behind my ear and staring at me

"Thank you" I mumbled looking down. I love you . That was all I could hear when I looked at her face. Madison noticed my mood changed and immediately frowned

"Is something wrong sweetheart ?" She asked rubbing my cheek with her thumb

"No I am fine" I said not looking up at her still

"Baby" She said and tapped on my chin making me look at her "You can talk to me"

"I know" I sighed

"Then tell me what's wrong"

"Nothing's wrong Madison I am okay"

"Okay something is up. You just called me Madison, you never call me Madison. It's always Mads or baby or something else" Madison talked again and this time grabbed my face "Please don't hide from me, I want to help you" She said again, almost begging.

"I can't" I grabbed her hands and moved them of my face "I have to go" I said and walked away from her, grabbing my phone and keys

"What no wait Bella-" Madison rushed after me and tried to stop me

"Bye Mads" I said and closed the door, rushing in my car and driving away.

I would lie if I said I didn't feel bad, cause I did. Madison was only trying to make me feel better and I just left without even saying anything. But I had to go and talk to Hailee about this. Hailee always knows what to do.