Hey my name is Victory and I'm a 26 year old woman and im very insecure about my body now hear me out as a kid I was always bullied about how I looked and how big I looked it but of course I didn't pay them no mind because they didn't matter to me but when my mom and dad start saying it to me then I start to get feeling over it and at the time I'm a kid so when they used to say things about me I used to get emotional And I mean the thing that used to say to me was very Heartbreaking I mean every time me and my parents used to get in a fight my mom used to do that card in my face how big I'm am or they used to say "stfu wit yo fat ass " or "you was a mistak and u wish I never had yo fat ass" well and more but I'm not going to name it but you get it but Anyways When my parents start saying stuff like that It got to my head especially the people that were saying to me at school it starts to get my head and I don't know one day I just got tired of it and I was suicidal and I start to harm myself meaning I got up and went to the kitchen went to the bathroom and start to cut myself now I do agree it now looking through the future I mean hey what can I do but I knew it was wrong when I start doing it but anyways I'm 26 now and I'm still of course still a little insecure by my body but I know I can still get a well a niggas but that doesn't matter to me I just know all boys want is your body and not who you actually are but that would change soon I'll find them the right one for me....
𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐭 𝐢𝐭??? ~𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲
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