The Bechloe Breakfast Club

Break From Fast Driving Heads

at the hospital

After wiping my tears I opened the car door and carried Chloe out of the car.

''Okay come on baby we're here'' I said. Why did I say that? What the fuck..

I carried her inside and a few nurses were immediately ready to help. ''What happened?'' they asked. I-I don't know.. I think she got alcohol poisoning or something.. I really didn't know what happened to her. One of the nurses listened to her heartbeat. ''It's too slow''.. I felt shivers of panic finding their way through my body. I walked with three nurses to a kind of treatment room. One of them I remembered was nurse Dickins.. They laid her on the seat and did various tests with her. They asked me a lot of questions about how long it's been since she's been drinking and how much she's drunk in an hour. But I didn't fucking know.. I was stupid.. I was sitting alone all the time at that dumb party.. ''S s- orry, but I really don't know mam. Suddenly one of the nurses who was checking her whispered in the ear of the nurse I was talking to. She looked shocked. She gasped and looked at me.

''Uhm.. Could you wait in the waiting room please?'' she asked me. We are now going to measure her blood promillage.. and more.. She will be okay''.. I immediately saw that she was lying while she said that. Now I panicked like shit. She grabbed my arm and she tried to drag me out of the room. I burst into tears, ''PLEASE L-LET ME STAY WITH HER!!''. ''I'M SORRY MISS BUT THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!''. What the fuck was going on.. Why didn't she tell me! I tried to push me away from her..

''Just wait..'' she said calmly. Then I stopped pushing her away.. My face was red.. full of water.. like an ocean exploded on my face. My eyes are all red like death flowers forever stuck with darkness.... I turned around and ran away through the hallway.. I found a corner to sit in.. just like at the party.. I wiped my tears while crying like hell.. I.. I was just so confused.. Why was this supposed to happen... I couldn't lose her.. I had thoughts of the worst thing that could happen.. I've never experienced something like this.. It was like I couldn't control my brain anymore..

It's true what they all say..

When things happen like this.. THEN you will know how much somebody actually means to you..

*one hour later after waiting with my face covered in my knees..*

I'm a person who blocks everyone out... I'm that person.. I am..

The Bellas don't really want to be my friends.. My dad doesn't like me.. Jesse uses me for sex.. but.. ''Chloe''.. -the door opened.. I immediately stood up.

Miss Dickins came to get me. She told me what was going on. She said that she is doing well and that luckily she hadn't drunk any more because then it would be life-threatening.. And what caused her situation was that someone put some kind of drug in her wine that literally broke her down.. So they pumped her stomach empty..

Her blood rate was a little low..

''But.. What was magical..'' the other nurse said.

''Her breathing was still good..'' ''Sometimes.. overdosed people come in almost not breathing at all''..

I was so happy she was okay..

But I wanted to see CHLOE again.. NOW!

I quickly walked into the room where Chloe was laying on a bed.. it felt so weird. I also thought it was strange that she wasn't awake yet. '' I. i.. is.. she in a coma?'' I asked the nurse. ''I'm sorry but.. We don't know when she'll wake up.