The Bechloe Breakfast Club

I'm coming out.. I'm attracted to London

Beca's POV

On our way to the nurse Chloe stood still for a sec..

''Bec.. What was that nightmare by the way? Did some kind of barbie ate you or something?''.. Well she's not wrong.. I mean.. ''Oh it was nothing.. Forget about it''.. ''No you're gonna tell me now, because I was really worried about you Beca!'' She held both my arms.. ''You can tell me Beca.. I don't care if it was the weirdest shit in the world''.. Puppy eyes are back... ''Well.. I was in some kind of barbieland.. Like Aubrey''.. Chloe laughed a little.. ''And you were also there.. But you were a blondie there!''.. ''A wHat?'' ''Yeah.. pretty weird huh''.. ''And i don't know what happened then but.. I remember a conversation with my.. Dad''. Chloe's face turned worried. ''You have some issues with him don't you?'' Chloe asked me.

I randomly started to cry. I don't know why. Chloe saw that it hurt me so she brought me into a hug. ''I I- don't know why I'm fucking crying.. It was only a nightmare..''.. ''That doesn't matter! It's fucked up to have a nightmare like this..'' ''What did he say?''... ''It was some kind of.. f-flashback.. From when I was little''.. '''My dad is christian so he HATES gays you know..'' ''He always told me to marry a ''Ken'' instead of barbie.. I was like fucking twelve and came out to my dad AND HE FUCKING REACTED LIKE THIS!'' Chloe gave me a big hug again.. ''I couldn't imagine having a dad like this.. How could he do this to his daughter!''.. ''And what about your mom? Was she a nice person?''

''Oh uhm..'' Now I had to tell her about my mom, but I didn't want to cry again.. ''My mom died when I was really young so.. I only remember her a little bit.. But I knew she would support me no matter what..''.. ''Shit Beca..''

''No but it's okay, cause.. Now I'm finally far away from my dad''.. ''I hope you have normal parents?''.. She acted kinda nervous when I asked her that.. ''Oh sorry.. I shouldn't have asked..''.. ''No it's just.. I really never knew I was ''gay''.. until.. Chloe laughed nervously for literally no reason.. ''What are you laughing at for Chlo?... Is the word ''gay'' so funny?'' ''No Beca.. I never thought I was gay until I SAW YOU''.. My jaw dropped.. ''WHAT?... What makes me so special then?'' I was flattered.. ''I don't know.. I just missed something..''.. '''Tits?'' I asked.. Chloe sighed..

''No it's... My father was a pain in the ass too..'' He was always gone for work or busy with his personal life.. My mom was okay but she was also always busy.. So.. I found the love I missed.. Back in you..'' I was so enchanted by her words.. ''That's the fucking SWEETEST thing someone ever said to me Chloe!''

''But I hope I don't have to breastfeed you..'' I joked.. She pushed me almost to the ground when I said that.. She instantly regretted.. ''Oh my god Bec.. I'm SORRY.. I forgot that you're small..'' I rolled my eyes.. Chloe wanted to lock arms together.. ''Okayy Lil Blueberry.. Let's find da Aubrey!''

After asking a few nurses where she was, we finally got an answer.. ''She's in room 420''.. I looked at Chloe and almost burst into a laugh.. '''Well.. Let's find how much marihuana is laying here Chlo..''.. We knocked on the door before we went in... We opened the door and saw Aubrey sitting on the bed.. She looked like she really did some drugs.. For real. Her whole face was red and watery.. ''Aubrey what happ-''.. She interrupted Chloe.

''I'm going to London''.. We looked quite confused at Aubrey.. ''What do you mean.. London?'' Chloe said.

Aubrey took a deep breath... ''I need to rediscover my sound.. Because I fuck everything up''.. ''You don't fuck everything up'' Chloe said but she didn't sound too convincing.. ''I know what I heard Chloe.. You almost died and I wasn't fucking there..'' Aubrey burst out in tears. ''So I'm going away.. Maybe forever.. I'm a disaster so..'' Chloe didn't know what to say anymore so I started to speak instead of her.. ''Aubrey.. Maybe.. We could just discuss this and-''.. ''There is nothing to freaking discuss Beca.. Don't you understand.. I'm a freak.. I just can't control myself anymore.. So.. I need to get away from here''.. ''Aubrey don't''.. Chloe said..

''Then I'm coming with you''.. I said. I knew that Aubrey kinda hated me but.. I totally understand what she is feeling now.. She couldn't save her best friend, just because she was drunk. That's like the worst feeling ever.. I saved her.. And she's okay now but.. I'm still traumatized like shit. So maybe it's also a good idea for me to leave for a few days.. Just like what Emily did.. Although she fell in the trash.

I tried to convince Chloe by looking in her eyes.. ''But what about our upcoming gig?'' she asked.. Aubrey shook her head.. ''Forget about that! We need a vacation..'' Chloe hesitated for a moment but.. ''Okay.. I'll come with you guys''.. Aubrey stood up from her bed. ''You really mean that Chloe?''.. She nodded. ''I really do..''..

Aubrey was so happy that she started jumping.. Suddenly she was cured.. ''OKAY LET'S GO TO LONDON THEN ACA-BITCHES!''.. We tried to calm her down a bit.. 'Ok- okay Aubrey..'' I was excited too.. I wondered when we were going.. ''When are we going? Like.. in a few months? Weeks?''..

''Tomorrow..''

''WHAT?'' Chloe and me said at the same time..

''I already booked a flight for tomorrow so...'' Ohno Chloe started to get crazy again..

''AUBREY ARE YOU CRAZY?''.. ''Uhm.. Yes I told you so.. One minute ago..''

''WHERE ARE WE EVEN GOING?''.. ''Uh London?''.. ''HOW LONG DO WE STAY?''.. ''WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO??'' I must do something.. Chloe started to hyperventilate.. So I brought her into the restroom.. ''Aubrey.. Just wait a second''..

When we arrived in the restroom I opened the tap and made my hands wet. Then I stroke with my cold hands on her cheeks to calm her down. ''I'm so sorry Beca.. I I- just.. I-'' I interrupted her by pushing her to the wall to kiss her deeply.. Every single second I felt her getting more and more calming.... And then I saw that smile again..

I pointed my finger to her..

''We are going.. Even if you don't want to..'' Chloe nodded. ''Okay I'm not gonna force you but I think I can't survive a long time without you..''

Chloe played with my hair.. ''Okey.. I actually love London.. So I'm there''..

I gasped.. ''You're iN lOvE with London? Not me?'' Chloe rolled her eyes.

''No.. London is just my type.''