Chapter 1

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Dans pov
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5 days till playlist live

I wake up way earlier than usually. Which is strange because I have absolutely nothing planned for the day. Except Phil and I planned on filming a video. Seeing as Phil isn't up yet,sadly I went to the kitchen and made a bowl of cereal and sat on the couch until Phil wakes up.

It had been about an hour and I heard Phil moving around in his room meaning that the love of my life will be on the couch joining me soon. Phil didn't know how I felt about him and he will never know about my love for him for 3 main reasons.
1. He won't return the feelings.
2. It might ruin our friendship which is the last thing I want to happen.
3. Phil is straight.

The only people that I have come out to are my family and closest friends. Thus my viewers don't know yet. I want to keep some part of my life a secret just for now anyway. I felt phil plop down on the couch which startled me a bit because I was so lost in thought.

Phils pov
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I plop down next to Dan he seemed pretty startled I wondered what was going on in that pretty little mind of his. I am gonna do something I never thought possible today. I'm going to tell Dan that I'm gay.

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