34. MAHIRA

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The air between us crackled with an intensity that I had never felt before. Arjun's presence alone was enough to make my pulse race, but tonight, something was different.

There was an edge to his gaze, a vulnerability that I hadn't noticed until now. As his fingers trailed down my arm, leaving a trail of fire in their wake, I knew I was falling deeper, unable to resist the pull he had on me.

"Arjun," I breathed, my voice trembling with the weight of everything I was feeling. The overwhelming emotions were almost too much to bear.

My heart hammered against my chest as I stared up at him, my vision swimming with the realization that had been haunting me. "I... I can't do this anymore."

His eyes darkened further, a storm brewing in those depths, as if he was fighting against something within himself. His jaw clenched as he leaned in closer, his lips brushing against my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

"Can't do what, Mahira?" he asked, his voice laced with a dangerous edge. "Fight this? Or deny what we both know is inevitable?"

I swallowed hard, my breath catching in my throat. The truth hung between us, heavy and undeniable. But there was something in his voice, something in the way he looked at me, that made me hesitate.

"Arjun... have you ever...?" The question died on my lips, but I didn't need to finish it. I could see the answer in his eyes, in the way his fingers stilled against my skin, as if my question had struck a chord deep within him.

His gaze faltered for the briefest moment, a flicker of uncertainty flashing across his features. But then, as quickly as it had appeared, it was gone, replaced by that same intensity that had always drawn me to him. "No," he admitted quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. "I haven't."

The admission hung in the air, heavy with unspoken implications. My mind raced, trying to piece together what this meant for us. I had always assumed... but now, knowing that he was experiencing all of this for the first time, it made everything feel different. More fragile. More precious.

And suddenly, the weight of what I was about to do hit me with full force. This wasn't just another encounter, another night spent tangled in sheets. This was something entirely different.

Something sacred. I could see the struggle in his eyes, the battle between his desire and the fear of the unknown.

"Arjun..." I began, my voice soft as I tried to reach him, to offer him some semblance of comfort. But he shook his head, cutting me off.

"Don't," he murmured, his voice rough with emotion. "Don't pity me, Mahira. I'm not some... innocent. I've made my choices. And I want this. I want you."

His words hit me like a punch to the gut, the raw honesty of them leaving me breathless. But it was more than just his words.

It was the way he looked at me, with a mix of yearning and trepidation, as if he was standing on the edge of a precipice, ready to jump but terrified of what might happen if he did.

The realization that I was about to be his first, that I would be the one to guide him through this, filled me with a heady mix of excitement and responsibility. But more than that, it made me want to take care of him, to show him that he didn't need to be afraid.

With that thought in mind, I reached up, cupping his face in my hands, forcing him to look at me. "Arjun," I said, my voice steady even as my heart raced. "You don't have to be afraid. I'm here. We're in this together."

For a moment, he just stared at me, his expression unreadable. But then, slowly, he nodded, as if coming to some internal decision. And in that moment, I saw something shift in him. The fear was still there, but it was tempered by something stronger.

Determination.

Resolve.

He leaned in, his lips brushing against mine in the softest of kisses, a whisper of a touch that sent a jolt of electricity through me. It was hesitant, almost shy, as if he was still trying to find his footing.

But as I responded, deepening the kiss, I felt him relax, his arms wrapping around me, pulling me closer.

Our lips moved together in a slow, deliberate dance, each touch, each caress, infused with a deeper meaning. His hands roamed my back, tracing the contours of my body as if committing every curve, every dip, to memory.

And all the while, I could feel his heart pounding against mine, a steady, reassuring rhythm that grounded me in the moment.

But even as the kiss grew more intense, more passionate, I could sense his hesitation, the way he held back, afraid of crossing a line he wasn't ready to cross.

And it only made me want him more. I wanted to show him that it was okay, that he didn't need to hold back with me.

I broke the kiss, pulling back just enough to look him in the eye. "Arjun," I whispered, my breath coming in short, shallow bursts. "You don't have to hold back with me. I want this. I want you."

He stared at me, his expression torn between desire and uncertainty. And for a moment, I thought he might pull away. But then, with a low growl, he captured my lips again, this time with a fierceness that took my breath away.

His hands tangled in my hair, pulling me closer as he deepened the kiss, pouring all of his pent-up emotions into the embrace. There was no more hesitation, no more holding back. It was as if a dam had broken inside him, unleashing a torrent of feelings that he could no longer contain.

And I welcomed it, meeting his passion with my own, letting the heat between us build until it threatened to consume us both. The world around us faded away, leaving nothing but the two of us, lost in each other.

But even as the kiss grew more intense, more demanding, I could feel the underlying vulnerability in his touch, the way his hands trembled slightly as they caressed my skin. And it only made me want to protect him, to show him that he didn't need to be afraid.

I pulled back again, this time pressing a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth. "Arjun," I whispered, my voice barely audible. "It's okay. We'll go slow. We have all the time in the world."

He nodded, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he tried to regain control. And I could see the gratitude in his eyes, the way he looked at me as if I was his anchor in the storm of emotions swirling inside him.

With that, I took his hand, guiding him towards the bed, my heart pounding in my chest as the reality of what we were about to do settled over me.

This wasn't just about physical pleasure. This was about trust, about sharing something deeply intimate and personal.

We stood at the edge of the bed, our breaths mingling as we stared at each other, the air between us charged with anticipation. And in that moment, I knew that whatever happened next would change everything.




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