Ruined ; Draco Malfoy

5

"Please - don't." I choked, my hand was gripped around Dracos arm. The party had died down, it was past midnight and we still had school tomorrow. I was still drunk, emotionally. I don't know how it happened but I was pleading for Draco not to leave me. That we could work this out, we could be happy again. He pushed me back hard, I tumbled down to the floor - winding me in the process. I looked up at him, he was sweating, his eyes I had grown to love were dark, cold - menacing. Unfortunately, I was sick that night but still I don't know if it's from mixing drugs and alcohol or I felt physically ill about Malfoy.

A few days had passed since that one eventful party. Of course, Draco hasn't spoken a word to me. Everytime I see his face a rush of excitement plumages at the bottom of my stomach but every time he never even looked in my direction. And I mean it when I say that, no snarky comments - nothing. I can barely remember anything from that night, mine and Draco's hookup and me begging him, that's all. I cringe every time I think about it, how could I be so stupid?

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard Professor McGonagall clear her throat and raise her eyebrows at me; I shook my head and shot her an apologetic look. "Eyes over here, Miss Avery." She pointed her wand to the front of the classroom, I nodded my head and chewed the inside of my mouth.

Why I chose transfiguration for my O.W.L.S I have no idea, I just knew it's not everyone's cup of tea so I figured it would be a quiet class. I picked up my quill and jotted down the notes she left to copy on the chalkboard. I muttered the words to myself as my eyes glanced between the board and my parchment. I dropped my quill and lent myself back in my seat; huffing. Twenty minutes left. I glanced around the room and made eye contact with the new boy in my year, dark brown curly locks, a mole on his left cheek, his eyes a greeny blue, dark thick eyebrows. Very masculine features. His eyebrows knitted together while I smiled sweetly and turned my head back to McGonagall. There was rumours there was a new boy, he was a pure blood but I hadn't recognised his name.

I was starting to get bored, I didn't even have my Walkman on me. I raised my hand in hopes that Miss would let me go to the toilet. "Yes Miss Avery?" McGonagall's voice spoke softly. I lowered my hand and tucked hair behind my ear. "Please may I go to the toilet?" I asked politely, she rolled her eyes and shooed me off with her wand. I tucked my chair in and slipped on my robes to find the new boy staring; I awkwardly smiled and grasped the door knob.

The corridors were cold, as always. Empty aswell, usually there would be First years running around since it's their lunch break now. I hugged my robes around me, goosebumps pricking my skin. I huffed, dragging my feet towards the girls bathroom when all of a sudden I felt a sense of unease. I frowned and shook my head.

Until I felt a hand grip my arm and pull me round the corner.

I gasped loudly, my head banged against a brick wall. "Don't be so scared trouble, it's just me." I squinted my eyes, the breath snatched right from my mouth. I completely pushed the pain from my head colliding with the wall when my eyes locked with his. Strands of his hair draped over his forehead, wrinkles in his forehead from frowning too much. "Malfoy?" His name rolled of my tongue, I was confused. His hands were placed either side of my head. His mouth gaped, a breathy laugh escaping his mouth - he looked down and shook his head.

"You don't seem too happy to see me, Avery?" Well done for connecting the dots smart arse, maybe because I'm not. As much as I'd like to say that to him, I couldn't. "Just.. startled me abit that's all." I said with slight attitude, unable to control it. Draco smirked, he brushed some hair from my face. "You'd think after all that begging and pleading from the other night you'd be all over me.." He trailed off, his eyes squinting at mine slightly; as if he was waiting for me to react.  "Suppose you're not worth my time then." He shrugged and pushed himself off the wall. I frowned in confusion, my mouth parted as he started to walk away. I didn't want him to walk away, at all. I wanted to talk to him but I also didn't want to make a fool out of myself.

My stomach turned, he was still in my vision. I pushed my tongue to my cheek, straining my neck. "Draco!" I called out frustrated, he turned around then started to walk backwards. That same smirk plastered on his face, he flipped me the bird then turned back around and continued walking. My tongue pushed back up to my cheek to stop me from smiling, I did the same and turned back - taking one last glance over my shoulder but he was gone.

***

Finally, it was our free period. I pushed open the doors to the common room to see the new boy sat reading the Daily Prophet while smoking a joint. I raised one brow slightly, walking towards him.
I tucked hair behind my ear, looking down at him. He looked up at me, I studied his face hard.
"Mind if I have some?" I smiled sweetly at him, his lips curled into a smirk. "Not at all." His gaze followed me as I sat down. "I'm Amelie, you joined this year right?" He tilted his head up slightly, his brows slightly rose. "Yeah.. I'm Theodore, Theo Nott." The boy said while running a hand through his hair. I did recognise his name, not his face though. He handed me the joint; I brought it up to my lips and inhaled slightly. "You're brave to be smoking this in the common rooms." I dryly laughed, my voice hoarse. He chuckled and shrugged watching me take another hit before he motioned me to hand it back to him.

I smiled slightly and handed the spliff back to him. He smirked and continued smoking, he handed it back to me a few times - we talked about what his first week was like. Unfortunately, he knows Malfoy. He knew him before Hogwarts but I just narrowed that down due to our parents, he recognised my name aswell - my father to be more specific. More Slytherins started to pile in due to free period, Daphne spotted me and came and sat down. "New kid right? Nott, is it?" She sat in between me and Theo. "I'm Daphne Greengrass." She said while smiling, Theo nodded his head while letting out dry coughs.
"Greengrass, aye?" Theo smirked and held out the joint to her. My mouth started to get dry and I knew I was going to be gone in the next five minutes. I groaned, "one minute I'm off to get a drink."

I filled up a drink - tilted my head towards the mirror and that's when it hit. I squinted my eyes and I couldn't contain the smile that was growing. Time was moving slow it felt like it took ten years to get back to Daphne and Theo.

He pushed my hand down to touch myself while he still worked inside me. I shook my head, I was too shy to do that type of shit. He rose his brows at me through the mirror. "Do it." He moved my fingers for me, I moaned loudly and started moving my fingers myself.

"Such a good girl." He groaned in my ear, nibbling my earlobe. I moved my fingers faster as his pace quickened, my head tilted downwards but Malfoy gripped my hair and continued to force me to look at myself. "Fuck-"
I whined. "Don't- don't stop Malfoy, I'm-" My breathing was getting more hitched. His mouth gaped open - his eyes squinted. "Yeah? You gonna cum?" He leant down and hissed in my ear - mocking me.

I bit my lip hard and nodded my head. My body jolted forwards, my fingers ached as I released myself onto him. Series of moans left my mouth, Malfoy instantly pulled out - warm liquid dropping onto my lower bad. He groaned loudly and knocked him head back.

"Fuck." He huffed and slightly smirked.