Ruined ; Draco Malfoy

6

The hour rolled around and it was not longer free period, I had charms. I liked charms but I also like sitting in my dorm and doing nothing, plus I was still high. I pushed myself off the leather sofa, "I'll see you guys later." I mumbled at Theo and Daphne; they seemed to get on really well.

"Bye Ami!" Daphne grinned - Theo nodded his head as they started to walk towards the doors. I smiled to myself and started walking towards my dorm. I closed my door and sighed. I might aswell use this time to clean my dorm.

It wasn't too messy but I physically cannot tidy my room without cleaning properly. I started by emptying my desk draws and throwing them into my bed, books, stationary, makeup and all my hair stuff; I wiped down my desk and my mirror.

I started to rearrange my draws as my eyes set on a series of polaroid pictures.

"Smile you two!" My mum grinned and held the camera in front of mine and Draco's face. Narcissa was pulling silly faces behind my mum making me and Draco laugh. Draco giggled and pointed his finger at his mum. The bright light flashes in front of both of our faces. "You're silly mummy!" He giggled and jumped off the sofa while dragging my hand.

Our mothers stared in awe at the both of us. "Tig, your it Ami!" Draco said cheekily and ran away. "Hey! That's not fair you never told me we was playing!" I called out while laughing and chased after him.

I ran my fingers over the picture, my face softened. Draco's fifth birthday, the date was still written on the back. I shuffled that picture to the back and came across my fifth birthday only two months after.

"Blow your candles out baby." My dad kissed my temple, Draco ran behind me and stuck his tongue out. My mum catching the moment of him photo bombing me and my dad. "Happy birthday, Ami!" Draco hugged me. "Now we are both five!"

My eyes started to pool but I couldn't bring myself to stop looking at the pictures. I fucking missed him, boyfriend or not. I love him, imagine growing up with someone and then they're suddenly horrible to you. I don't even know what I did. I shuffled again, me and Draco looked much older.

My arms were wrapped around Dracos waist, Narcissa insisted we must get a picture on the back of Dracos' broom. I pursed my lips and held up a piece sign, Draco was smirking. "God you two are getting so.. so much older." My mum sighed with her hands on her hips. Draco scoffed and flew us back down to the ground.

"Get your broom, Avery. I want to teach you how to play Quidditch."

"I already know how to play." I answered back and grabbed my broom. "Yeah but you're shit." Draco sniggered, his mum scowled him.

I laughed to myself remembering this moment, I sniffed and shifted to the last picture. I felt sadness hit the bottom of my stomach. This wasn't even that long ago. The night me and Draco first slept together to be exact; the night I lost my virginity.

My mum held up the camera, me and Draco were both plastered. He smirked and grabbed my jaw to look at him, I rose my brows. He cupped my cheek and kissed me. My mum captured it just in time. Even though my eyes were closed I felt the bright light shine. "You're going to thank me one day for these pictures." She shook her head and chuckled. "Do not be throwing up everywhere Amelie." She said. I scoffed. "I'm not- I'm not going too." I said carelessly.

I chewed the inside of my cheek and placed them in the back of my draw, I wanted to look at them again but there was just no need to. Looking at those pictures won't change anything between us. Although, I prayed so badly that it would. I sighed and got back to cleaning my room.

I found a lot of Draco's clothes in my room, stuff that didn't fit him anymore. It made me sad obviously, I pushed them back far in my wardrobe. I completely forgot I had so much.

I made my bed and frantically sprayed perfume around my room. I opened a crack of my window, shut my curtains and turned on my fairy lights. I felt at peace and since charms was my last lesson, I decided to quickly get a shower therefore I was ready for bed, I wasn't bothered about going to dinner in my pyjamas.

I tied my hair back into a bun and removed my makeup, I stepped into the shower. Warm water trickling my face. I washed my body throughly, exfoliated and shaved. As much as I wanted to wash my hair, there was really no need. It didn't need washing.

I stepped out of the shower and the bathroom was steaming, I opened the door slightly and wiped the mirror with a towel. I splashed cold water on my face to close my pours and washed my face with soap.

I applied vanilla lotion all over my body. I quickly got dressed into pink and white striped, silk pyjama set. I let my blonde hair down and gently brushed it, I applied oil to my ends. As much as I brought up to hate muggles by my father, their beauty products were always better. So every Saturday in the holidays, me and my mum would go into London and buy a load of stuff.

I applied moisturiser to my face and sprayed myself with perfume. I huffed and sat down on my bed with a book, Romeo and Juliet.

When I heard a knock at my door. I rolled my eyes and got up expecting Pansy or Daphne. I swung my door open to see Malfoy.

But it wasn't Malfoy, it was Draco who was stud in front of me. There's a difference between my Draco and.. Malfoy. I frowned deeply wondering what could he want. Worrisome was plastered on his face.

"Ami." He spoke, his voice was hoarse.