Loving a Demon

No Matter What

*Sherrie / Rose POV*

It's been about 3 days since I lost my virginity to Deon. I haven't answered his calls nor text him back . No lie I missed him & couldn't stop thinking about the time we had. I just couldn't allow myself to get hurt, playing his game. Me knowing he had a girlfriend was all fun & games until that night. I don't want to share him so I just have to let him go. I thought as I laid in my bed. I been in my room all day with music in my ear. So I decided to take a shower & get ready for bed. After a nice 30mins shower heading back to my room, I could hear my Fc & his friends in his room playing the game. I just hoped Deon wasn't in there as I thought to myself, lotioning up my body . Once I was done putting on my clothes , I put on my air pods & made my way to kitchen for something to eat. With the music blasting in my ear, I didn't notice Deon entering the kitchen until he pulled me close from behind.
" hey beautiful" he said in my ear, taking one of my AirPods out causing me to turn around.
"Hey weez" I said drily, turning back around to get my plate out the microwave.
" what's up baby? Why you been ignoring me??" He responded grabbing me as I tried to leave out the kitchen.
" nobody ignoring you!" I said with an attitude, still trying to get up stairs.
" you being fucking rude while trying to talk to you bruh !" He slightly yelled .
" dude my cousin could come in here at any moment " I stated trying to give any excuse to get away.
" well you coming home with me so we can talk & ima text you when to meet me at my car!"
" oh & try to play sleep or not coming , ima tell him myself then come & get you out of that bed " he added as I walked away & went back upstairs to my room. Like who he think is, I thought to myself as I packed a spin a night bag. As I was eating my food & watching tv I received a text from telling me to come on he ready to go . I threw on some sweats over my pjs , grabbed my bag plus my plate . I dropped off my plate in the kitchen as I was leaving to get in the car with Weez. The car ride over the hill was quiet for someone who wanted to talk . We made it to his house, he opened the door telling me to head to his room. And he told me he'll be right back with a slight attitude. I went to his room & got comfortable in bed & turned on a movie.  By time the movie went off & searching for the next one , Deon decided to return home. He grabbed his towel , clothes & went to the bathroom to take a shower. By the time he got out, I had drifted off to sleep.

" wake up , wake up" Deon shook me up out of my sleep.
" what ? I'm up" I responded half way sleep still.
" come here & talk to me" he lit up his blunt.
" go ahead & talk cause I have to say"I said sitting up.
" what did I do ? Why you wasn't talking to me?" He asked confused, taking a puff.
" nothing" I replied, putting my head down, not wanting to talk about this. He took two big puffs.
"If nothing wrong , look me in my eyes & tell me your mines" he applied. I sat there in silence, trying to figure out how to speak my mind to him. He put his blunt out & grabbed causing me to roll on him with our eyes locked on one another.
" tell me your mines baby" he said with a gentle kiss on my forehead.
" why should I be yours when your not fully mines" i blurted out.
" I am yours , whenever you need me or want me. I'm only one phone call away" he stated.
" yet I seen hugged up with that girl, she probably your whole as girlfriend fr" i said putting my head down, looking at his bare chest.
" look" he said pulling my head to make eye contact again.
" you're right, she's my girl but you're special to me fr" he quickly added. I felt my heart break hearing him saying he had a girl. Like yeah I assumed it but actually hearing him say it hurts . And I don't even know why hurt so bad . I just responded okay as I got off of him & turn around to fall back to sleep . I could feel the tears in my eyes & didn't want him to notice it . He cuddled up with me & kissed my neck .
" I'm yours no matter what baby" was the last thing I heard before I drifted back off to sleep. Waking up, irritating, I got my bag & headed to bathroom to take a shower. I did my morning hygiene in 30mins & headed back in the room. Deon was watching my every movement since I enter the room from putting down my bag to me getting back on the bed.
" can you take me home?" I asked him still feeling hurt.
" yeah , just not no time soon" he said.
" so come here & relax" he added grabbing me & placing my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me & kissed my forehead. 
" Today is only us time !" he stated before he ordered up some food for delivery & started a new tv series. I can't believe he got me like this !Even though I didn't stand a chance , I been in love with him since the 6th grade. Only if he knew how much I really love him but I won't never tell him especially with him having a girlfriend. As we got to episode 3 on season 1, our food as has arrived & he went to get it . It seem like as soon as he left he phone start digging. Me thinking he was important phone call or something , I read on the screen.

Versa
(Wyd?)
( I'ma need more of last night , daddy dick was at itsbest ever , too fucking good )
( can I come over or you come real quick daddy?)

Wow , I thought to myself. So that's where he was at for hours while I'm in his bed . Only if his girlfriend knew I was here the whole time , I bet he wouldn't even been able to fuck. I put his phone back & started back watching tv as he came in the room with the food.