One thing to always wonder about, why would god create us and bring us here to a life we never could bear , left as an empty shell lying down, lost at the bottom of the sea wishing to be smashed in to pieces, happy to give up to end the suffering of the unendurable challenges of the so called life. At these times the lives would want to be ended by their own self, but a feeling we call courage would not seem to come when needed for these tired souls.
