An uncertain wave of confusion with a sudden strike of undesirable agony thrives as the mind itself shuts down while losing it's awareness, cut off from the consciousness of the real world, surrendering to the outraged disruption of such unsureness unable to maintain stability, not knowing what it's journey is nor what is the purpose. The heart follows along with it's red blooded tears, bleeding inside every beat triggering the mind to succumb to even deeper depths of pain and sorrow reactivating it's trauma to relive intolerable suffering and bleed extreme red bloody tears once again.