"Seven where are you??" I asked sternly.
Before I begin to explain just know it's always him doing something without thinking.
"Ma whatchu talking aboutttttt?" He asks sluggishly .
He was drunker than lord knows what.
Before he left we had got into an argument, knowing he was in the wrong he wanted to be so right.
He didn't even want me touching his phone anymore.
Which was odd.
But today I did.
I should've minded my business.
EARLIER. (FLASHBACK)
"SEVEN WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LIKING ALL THESE GIRLS TWERKING BRO" I yell as I throw my phone at his chest.
"Bruh it's just twerking" He shrugs.
"So if there was a whole bunch of guys in their boxers in my likes and i said its just dicks you'd be mad as fuck wouldn't you???" I ask him.
That was the last straw.
He'd been doing dumbass shit for the longest.
I took off my ring so fast and walked out.
His eyes widened as he tried to process what I just did.
He got up quickly and followed me as he yelled.
"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING???" He snatches me back and holds my arm tightly.
"BITCH AWAY FROM YOU." I push him off of me.
I couldn't help but cry because it hurt me a lot to see that.
Thinking I was the main girl that kept him happy or on his toes.
But clearly he was lusting for more than one.
I continued to walk off and go upstairs.
He just stood there and froze.
Not a peep came out of him ever since I went in the room.
I started to pack my stuff and leave but then I realized who the fuck was I to pack MY stuff up and leave MY house because a boy didn't wanna act right.
I had fallen asleep after crying and he had left.
I knew I wasn't gonna let a bunch of females that didn't even know him stop me.
It was around 10.
He wasn't home.
Normally after we'd argue he'd come back to me wanting to be babied.
That was really my issue though.
I just wanted to hold him instead of holding him accountable for the things he did.
It was hurting me and our marriage.
I cried more than I smiled anymore.
Being newly weds and having people in your ear about what you're both doing wrong to stay together is aggravating.
I just wish everyone would shut up and put themselves in my shoes sometimes.
Everything seemed to go down hill from there that night.
Sev was gone.
I feel miserable.
My family seemed to just go separate ways.
And here I am.
Debating about what I want for myself in this relationship.
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