"Okay Mrs. Santos how are you feeling?" The doctor asks me as she checks everything.
"I'm fine, Just wanted to get on birth control" I look at her.
She raises her eyebrow and looks at me.
"Birth control while you're married??" She asks.
"Yes ma'am... It's just I don't really think we're ready for a baby yet" I tell her.
"Well I think you should definitely talk to him about it because y'all are definitely the most active couple i've seen in a long time" She giggles and writes down the stats on her chart.
"Oh my" I laugh and shake my head.
I loved my doctor.
I went monthly to make sure im good down there because it's important to keep up with her.
But I really am considering birth control.
I don't really know why im so nervous to be a parent.
And just like that.
"...Actually wait." I look at her.
"You wanna hold off on it??" She asks me as she stops what she's doing.
"Please." I smile and look at her.
I think at that moment is when the light finally turned on for what I wanted.
I already had 50 million hobbies going on and my job.
I do licensed therapy Monday through Friday and I do nails and lashes on the weekend, and hair is a side hustle for me.
I was already making hella money within a week.
Matter of fact a day.
I needed a break and maybe a baby would be a great decision.
LATER THAT DAY . . . .
"...So yeah I just thought about it and like I think we should try them." I say as I take the star fruit out the fridge.
"Wassup with these jawns" He stares at it and pokes it.
"Seven these are called Star fruit, when you cut them they look like stars." I said as I start to cut them on the cutting board.
He got up and slowly got behind me as I was cutting.
I couldn't help but fold.
Every time he did that it made my stomach flutter.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed on my neck as I cut.
The more he did it the weaker I got.
I started to cut so slow I had to stop.
"Sevennnn" I whine as I turn my head and look at him.
"Hmmm???" He responds as he kisses on my ear.
"You're gonna make me stopppp" I smile and sit the knife down.
"Mmm" He sticks his hands under my shirt and starts massaging my titties.
"Okay pleaseeeee I really want you to try itttt" I whine as I bend down a little.
"Mmhm" He pulls my hips down onto his lap.
"Cmon baby try the fruitttt" I pick one up and turn my head at look at him.
"Fineeee" He opens his mouth.