Midnight Rain | Jilix |

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A/n Pov.

The car passed through the empty road while silence took the place instead of hustle-bustle as it was already midnight. Jisung's hands on steering wheel as his gaze went on sleeping of Felix before went back to the empty road. Felix was comfortably sleeping on his seat deeply before he slightly turned around. Jisung again looked at Felix but this time, Felix slightly opened his eyes— blinking his eyes. He was confused, as he found himself with Jisung not Minho and Hyunjin. He instantly sit straight, "Where is Minho?" He asked energetically, desperate to get the response.

Jisung - With Hyunjin, of course.

Jisung responded with a smile, he was calm while driving. Felix nodded after get the answer, sighs as he comfortably lay down on his seat. "And why I am here?" Felix asked again, looking at Jisung with narrow eyes. Jisung chuckled at Felix's expression, "Because you were sleeping along with Minho and Hyunjin can't handle you both," Jisung said, with an obvious face expression. Felix rolled his eyes before saying~

Felix - Thanks I guess..

Jisung slightly rolled his eyes, unnoticed by Felix as he just nodded. Felix nodded again, not knowing what to do next. He just turn towards the side window, looking outside the car but flinched as he felt the force, the car stopped and Jisung's eyes found Felix's.

Jisung - We reached!!

Jisung said, unbuckling his seatbelt and Felix followed his action, getting off the car. He seems calm while following Jisung, but he was everything but calm, his mind was suffering from thundering storm imside. His heart beat was rapidly increasing and himself don't know why?

Maybe because they are alone, again— after that night when Jisung apologise or maybe because. "Why are you behaving like everything is fine, when it's not?" Jisung asked as he stopped in his way. Felix widened his eyes as they both were standing at Felix's apartments door, He already guessed what Jisung means but planned to be oblivious.

Felix - What does it mean, Mr. J.one?

Jisung clenched his jaw, walking back to Felix and grabbed him by collar. Felix widened his eyes in shock and fear as he felt himself getting pinned on wall roughly. He instantly flinched before his little fist grabbed Jisung's hands, trying to free himself from Jisung's grip.

Jisung - Don't be oblivious here Felix, I won't resist my anger anymore.

Felix just rolled his eyes, pulling his entire energy and pushed away from him. Felix also lose balance but again focused on Jisung. "What the hell do you want now?" Felix shout out Jisung from his lungs out. "Making some sense inside your head" Jisung snapped back at Felix, standing too close to him.

Felix - Listen, if you are that much desperate to talk about that n~

Felix's words got cut off as he again got pinned against the wall again~ "Why did you kissed that man?"

Felix scoffed, slightly laughing at Jisung or more likely laughing at himself. Jisung  was taken back by his reaction for a moment before he tightened his grip on Felix's collar, his expression remained the  same with anger, he was struggling with his anger, stopping himself from doing something that he would regret later.

Jisung - Don't just laugh here, fucking answer me Felix.

Felix - And why would I?

Felix snapped back, his eyes were red as they were filled with tears, making Jisung lose his grip on Felix's collar. As soon as Felix felt himself free from Jisung, his fist instantly made his way to Jisung's jaw and he punched him with all the energy he got out of hate.

Felix - You should leave Mr. Han Jisung, before I sue you for harassing your staff.

Jisung - Harassing?

Jisung mumbled, his eyes were showing something that can't be explained in words before he looked up. His eyes were on Felix with desperation and frustration, "I didn't know you were interested in pedophile people but enjoy!! At least he is rich unlike you." Jisung shouted, taking his anger out— not knowing his words were engraving deeper in Felix' s mind.

Felix - Yes, I am... I am fucking gold digger!! you got a problem??

Felix pushed him away slightly, provoking Jisung with each words that coming out his mouth. He was frustrated, angered, confused, overwhelmed, and every emotions you ever felt— he was feeling everything at once. His whole body was trembling yet he felt he wasn't weak like before. He laughed at Jisung again who was now looking at Felix with disbelief yet something break him from inside.

Felix - I can kiss anyone I want, I don't need to explain things to you..

Jisung - Fine, I am leaving..

Jisung said, nodding his head with frustration as he step back from Felix's close figure. "I thought we could make our relationship like before, but I was wrong.." Jisung said again, his tears were coming out as well. Felix just turn his head away from Jisung's side, “Yes, you were wrong— now go get some sense.” Felix said, walking away towards the main door of his and Minho's apartment, his last words alomst insulting Jisung before his figure disappeared inside the house.

Jisung was left alone, his time stopped for a moment before the thunderstorm took place in the dark sky. His eyes automatically went up, looking at the dark black sky, he laughed at himself. He wasn't supposed to behave like this, things wasn't supposed to happened like this. He expected a understanding conversation but it didn't, his whole body feel paralyzed— he couldn't move or maybe he didn't wanted to. He wanted to apologise for everything and ask Felix for second chance to be with him.

His cheek lightly moved, his smile replacing with guilt and regretion. He closed his eyes, a little flashback from his past coming in his mind.

“Regretion is what, that come after losing the love and love is something that would never come— If we are not the one, we would never be the one”

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