Midnight Rain | Jilix |

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A/n Pov.

Flashback 

Felix was all confused not knowing the cause of Jisung's overwhelming. "Why are you crying?"  Felix asked, kneeling in front of Jisung and cupping his cheeks. "Did something happen? Is something bothering you?" Felix tried but Jisung just sobbed harder, his face reddening due to the alcohol he had before. Felix raised his hand to his eyes, wiping his tears with his thumbs, and when something sparked in his eyes like a shiny hope.

Felix - Do you want me to call Minho Hyung? Maybe you will be comfortable with him...

Jisung - I am Sorry..

As the words left Jisung's mouth, something ached in Felix's heart as he was unknowingly overwhelmed but Felix won't be hoping for anything this time. He narrowed his eyes as he just confirmed again~

Felix - What?

Jisung closed his eyes and said~

Jisung - I am sorry, I am regretting our break up..

Felix widened his eyes not knowing what to say next just shook his head and stepped back from Jisung's bed. "I guess you are drunk Ji," Felix said, reassuring Jisung or maybe himself, his gaze avoiding Jisung as he took a few steps away from him. But felt force when out of a sudden Jisung grabbed his wrist, stopping him from leaving him. "Where are you going?" Jisung asked, eyes filled with hope, "You are drunk J.one, you will regret it later." Felix said, not rudely but firmly enough to make things clear.

But Jisung wasn't in the mood to hear Felix's excuse and Felix knew it very well too. If Jisung started something he would be the one to end it too, no one can go against Jisung. "No, I can never regret apologizing to you," Jisung said, again walking closer to Felix, holding Felix's shoulder with his trembling hand, making Felix's entire body shiver at his touch. "I would never regret, I could never.." Jisung again continued, the alcohol he had was doing very well to make Jisung imbalance each moment he made his way closer to the latter, grabbing his cheeks. But what Jisung didn't expect was Felix to place his hand on Jisung's shoulder, locking himself with Jisung yet they had decent distance between them. "Please..." This time it was Felix who said it, his voice shuttered like he stopped himself from bursting into tears. "You will forget everything next morning,"  Felix said, breaking down in Jisung's arms. 

Jisung - I can never....

Jisung assured him instantly, and he was sure that he saw hope in Felix's eyes, shining bright like faraway stars. But soon laughed it off before he sobbed his tears with a heavy breathe, "You are drunk and you will forget everything Ji"  Jisung instantly tightened his grip on Felix's cheeks as he felt Felix avoiding Jisung's eyes and started looking down to hide those hurtful tears. 

Felix - And guess what? I will be one to remember this like moment a curse, so please don't say anything like you regret be- b-e because.... 

Jisung - Because what Yong bookie?

Felix hesitated before saying anything, his eyes looking for an answer when his heart already knew, but he didn't anything just his eyes again started to stare at Jisung's. 'Because it gives me hope to be with you again'  Felix's heart screamed but look like it never reached Jisung's ear or maybe he never tried to see it in Felix's eyes. So, Felix just changed his response with, "Because it's annoying," Felix said, his eyes expression changed with hatred. 

Felix - Because it makes me hate you more, it makes me disgust, it makes me laugh at myself, it makes me just want to run far away, so no one can ever find me.