Sailor Song

two !

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I walked onto the jet where Hotch and Rossi were already say discussing the case i assume, "Gordon, everything alright?" Aaron asks turning away from his previous conversation, "yeah i'm fine, me and Spencer just got into it, thats all" i smile at him and walk off to my usual seat on the couch at the back of the plane.

As people start flowing in i put my headphones in and relax, since Garcia already gave us all the information she had, there was nothing to do but go over the case by ourselves and share if we noticed anything, so thats what i did. "Snap out of it" by Arctic Monkeys played over my headphones as i flipped through my files, seeing photos of the people on my buss, who had white residue near their nose and mouth.

I felt someone sit in front of me and looked up to see Spencer, i didn't understand why he was sat in front of me after basically telling me how my flaws made me terrible, "Listen Phoebe i'm sorry, i shouldn't of snapped, your just.. theres something about you that just makes me feel like i need be better", i sat silently not taking my eyes off of my file, maybe he was right about me being stubborn, because i did want to forgive him but my head was telling me no.

"Gordon answer me", i moved my eyes to look at him for a second, his hair was long and shaggy, his once magnetic brown eyes were now baggy and more puppy like, his dark features more defined like he was finally growing up from the nerdy boy he once was when i joined. "its all good  Reid" i said looking back down to my file, i could slightly see him leaning back in his seat and move his legs forward more.

"i know it seems like i hate you, but i dont", now that got my attention but i force myself to keep my eyes down. "and i can tell when you are being genuine and when your not, and that, that 'its all good' was not genuine Gordon." It surprised me how he noticed such a little tell i had, "Ok smart guy, tell more about myself if you don't hate me" i finally closed my file and looked him in the eye challenging him.

"well, you only call me Reid when your still upset with me, you like having your left earbud in more then your right even though when it comes to anything else you'll always chose right over left, you have to be fidgeting 24/7, you stick near Rossi because he's a father figure to you even though you don't admit it, shall i go on?" he tilted his head, god i just wanted to kiss him and cut his head off at the same time.

"okay so you know a thing or two" i say sarcastically as i roll my eyes,

"i know more then you think"

"i'm sure you know a-lot about everyone"

"not as much as i know about you, i basically study you"

His words caught me off guard, i know that they were innocent and could possibly mean nothing, but his tone said otherwise, and one thing about Spencer Reid is that if his words don't send the message then his tone will.

He hates me, He hates me, He hates me, is what i kept reciting in my head as i sat there quietly staring at his surprisingly bland facial expression, some how he looked like he was in my head, like he knew what i was thinking but he wasn't going to confirm nor deny it.

Before i could get any words out Hotch's voice spoke, "I want Morgan and Prentiss to go to the coroners office, Gordon and Reid go to the crime scene, and Rossi and JJ come with me to the field office, we'll be landing in 10 minutes". Everyone agreed and got back to talking about the case with their pairs.

Great, i'm stuck with the guy who may or may not hate me snd i still cannot seam to say anything to him. Come on Phoebe it's not like he confessed his feelings or his whole life story to you, he could have meant it as just i'm weird or something.

"Cat got your tongue Pheebs?" he sat up with his elbows rested on his knees, he was closer to me then he was before which just caused me to freeze even harder, god he knows what he's doing. "shut up reid, I'm not speaking to you until i have to." He laughed and leaned back in his seat, "suit yourself, you're just giving me more tine to study you even harder". I rolled my eyes and got back to my file, not looking at his once the rest of the flight, though i could feel his eyes on me.

What changed, what made his demented brain switch so suddenly, before today he wouldn't give me a single thought. Maybe he feels the same as me, i don't even know how i feel though. He's got be around his finger, i don't know why i feel attraction towards him,he's a total ass. A very cute ass, god why do i like him, why do i let myself like him,

why do i hope he likes me to?

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When we land theres 3 Black SUV's parked on the strip waiting for us, it was close to 7 which meant the sun would be setting in an hour or so, im guessing today we were just meant to establish a good look around and get some ideas for tomorrow. We all walk to our designated cars with our pairs, I get in the passenger seat and sit silently, keeping my promise from earlier that i wouldn't talk to Reid unless i had to, or unless he initiated it first.

Once we get on the road to the crime scene its silent, until Reid speaks, "So are you gunna talk to me yet Pheebs? Or am i still in trouble", i laughed looking at him for a second before i caught myself, "Are you gunna keep up with this 'Pheebs' thing", his eyes not leaving the road, one hand on the wheel, the other half way rested on the center console.

"I plan on it, how else am i going to prove i dont hate you"

"Theres a lot of things you could do actually, maybe build a time machine and go back in time and not be a dick to me for almost 4 years straight"

"Baby steps now Pheebs, but i am sorry, ill be better to you i promise"

"you better, i know a lot about killers and how to get away with it, you might just be the next victim on Garcias slideshows if you don't watch out spence"

His eyes locked onto me, then back on the road as he smiles, we pull into the blocked off road where the crash happened and get out of the car walking side by side up to the buss and a group of people talking photos of the crash for the case.

"God this looks terrible" i say walking onto the steps of the buss, the guys in gas masks told us that whatever was on the bus before is gone now. Spencer looked around as well, he looked under one of the seats and found a dispenser of some kind.

"is that a fish food dispenser?", i walked closer to him and examined the object in his hand, "yeah, theres 4 slots all which can be set to dispense at a different time for up to 6th months" he looks around the bus to see if there was anything else that could be found.

"So when do you think it was put on here" i asked him, "Well since Garcia checked the cameras for today and yesterday and found completely nothing, i say anytime up to six months ago, call Garcia to send Hotch all footage from the last 6th months and tell her what he found".

I turned around to exit the bus and call Garcia, looking at the sun set i sighed knowing that the day was almost over and this all would have to carry into tomorrow.

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okay yes i know i said chapter 3 would be out tonight as well but its currently 12:30 and i have school tmrw at 8 so, chapter 3 will be out tmrw!!😣 (sorry if this seems rushed because it is)

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