Sailor Song

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Working at the BAU was a dream iv had since I was a child, and thanks to dual enrollment that I started in 9th grade, I was an FBI agent by 22.
Took me 2 years to work up to the BAU, so by 24 I was working hard core cases with the best team.
And now I'm 28, and thriving,

well for the most part.

It was fun being the youngest agent on the team, everyone thinks you're smart for being able to achieve such a goal at such a young age. But at the same time people trust you less, they question you on things that you know are correct, they baby you a lot, worse of all they think you cant take as much as you know you can.

The prime example was Dr Spencer Reid, he was the youngest on the team before I joined, he's 34, seems pretty old for a baby. Ever since I joined 4 years ago he never seemed quite fond of me, he hated how I would correct him on anything he was wrong on, how I spoke my mind, how I called him out for being cold to me on many occasions, but the thing he hated most was how he seen himself in me.

Him and I were pretty alike with very few but large differences, he was never really a party animal, he would go out with the team whenever we asked but he would always sit back and observe, while I was always on the floor with a drink in my hand knowing I would regret it in the morning. Or how when it came to conflict I was hotheaded while he tried keeping his calm, of course it didn't always work out though.

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Garcia walked into the office space which was filled with side conversations and pencils on paper, I sat at my desk across from you guesses it, Dr Reid, I was looking up to Emily and Morgan who I was talking with about our plans for the weekend. Emily had brought up her "sin to win weekend in Atlanta City" which had caught Morgans attention as he tried to squeeze out what "Sin to Win" was.

"Derek is have a tremendous amount of respect for you, but theres some questions that if you have to ask them, you probably couldn't handle the answer" Emily stated to Morgan as she placed a hand on his shoulder, his face turned into a disappointed glance as I laughed while his ego was tarnished slightly. Penelope walked past us and stopped with a case file in her hand.

"What are we talking about party people?" Morgan glanced at her and sighed placing a hand on his forehead, "well Em was explaining to Morgan that if he doesn't know what goes down at a Sin to Win weekend then he probably couldn't take it" I smile at Emily and look back to her as Dereks ego is getting ripped at.

"Oh thats this weekend, your going?" Garcia questioned "its every weekend, and I always win biigg" she emphasizes, "well maybe clear your calendar for next weekend sugar, we gave a case". A mixed sounds of groans and complaints come from all of us since we had been doing paperwork all week and all we wanted was to rewind at home, or Atlanta City.

"Sorry lovers take it up with the boss man, everyone conference room!" she shouted as she walked away and into the conference room, early for once. "well there goes my beach house rental" morgan groaned, "and my club night" I added in while standing up. "I didn't have any plans", we all look to Spencer as he chimed in, it surprised me that he would chime into any conversation that included me.

"no surprise there" I joked as I look away from him and made my way to the conference room, not far behind me I heard Morgan swing his arm over the Dr and say "Don't worry pretty boy, we'll get you some lovin after this case", I could hear him scoff as we all walked into the room and sat at our regular seats.

JJ, Hotch, Rossi and Penelope were all already in there talking when we got seated. "Okay now that everyone's here we can get started" Hotch said as everyone looked at the file on their i-pads and JJ passed Spencer and I a file, he preferred to go old fashioned since it was easier to navigate, I preferred it since I liked to be more hands on and flip though the papers and annotate.

"Okay crime fighters you all will be traveling to Los Angeles, California, theres been a mass murder on a buss, but not the normal like shoot shoot bang bang kind, everyone on the buss was found dead due to poisoning, thats all we know so far the rest is for you to figure out" Garcia goes on as she goes through her slide show, I look over to spencer who is tracing his file with his middle finger as he reads, something about him always excited me in a strange way, obviously he was attractive but we hated each other, well he hated me.

"eyes on ur own paper Gordon" he said glancing at me for a second then back to his paper "god you sound like a school boy" I whispered back to him, "and you sound like and idiot" he violently whispered back, "I cant be to much of an idiot, were on the same level doctor, I might even be better" I said though a smile which annoyed him. Before he could snap back Hotch took over, "We leave in 30, bring go bags just incase" with that everyone got up from the table leaving me and Reid.

I stood up to leave, Spencer quickly followed and stated a snarky remark, "were not on the same level Gordon, your a child who went up to the FBI to get her father's approval, I worked my ass off and got here to help people." Okay that hurt slightly, he wasn't fully wrong, my dad always wanted me to follow his footsteps into law enforcement, he wanted me to be a cop, but I wanted more than that. I did want to help people, not with speeding tickets though, with helping them feel peace knowing there were people out there like me trying to keep danger off the streets.

He started to walk alway, I stood there frozen for a second, "why the hell do you hate me, spencer, please enlighten me on what I ever did to you for you to act like such an entitled jackass?" I shot back as I stepped up to him, it was only us in the conference room, we never were left alone for reasons like these. We worked each other until we snapped into full blown screaming matches.

He turned around and faced me, he stood there for a second before coming at me in a slightly louder tone than before, "you want to know what my problem is with you? Do you really want to know Phoebe?", we stood face to face, neither of us going to break, "yes Spencer, I do". He let out a breath contemplating if he was going to tell me the truth or not.

"your challenging, and stubborn, hotheaded, overly confident, and to much like me" he blurted out, I don't think he meant to admit the last part due to his expression changing as he heard himself. But before I could respond he walked off leaving me stood there taking in what he said, it didn't hurt me because I knew it all was true but it doesn't make me a bad profiler, I know I have flaws, it hurt only because it came from him.

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First chapter 😛, erm idk i hope its okay guys😣.
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