Sailor Song

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Me and Spencer sat in the car driving back to the hotel we were staying while the case was going on. After a quick call to Garcia we found out that the powder on everyone's faces was a called sarin, and we had a very good suspicion on a suspect but it had gotten to take to continue the case so we were picking it up tomorrow, especially since everyone on the team has barely slept for the past week. We pulled into the hotel parking lot, it was nice nothing to fancy just a regular hotel. We left the car and walked into the lobby where everyone else was waiting since we were late leaving the scene.

"Nice of you two to finally join us" Rossi bantered as we walked up to them, "yeah sorry we were busy doing work, y'know trying to stop this gas attack nothing to serious" i bantered back at him sarcastically. "Well sorry to inform you both but since you're late to the party y'all are having a sleepover tonight" Morgan chimed in, his comment confused Spencer and I, as we looked at eachother trying to see if the other one had understood what was going on.

"What Morgan means is that there were only 4 rooms available and Morgan insisted he wasn't the easiest to sleep with so he has to have one room to himself so the rest of us have to double up, sorry guys!" JJ explained our current situation, great this was great, first I have feelings for Dr Spencer Reid, now I have to sleep with him? I'd prefer to do that on my own time. "I'm going to kill you to" I directed at JJ and Emily since I assumed they paired up, "hey if you want we could triple up" Emily says half joking but before you could respond Spencer did first, "no it's okay, we can put our differences aside for one night, right Pheebs?" He shot me a sly look and I put on a fake smile and nodded along.

"Okay, everyone get some sleep we have an early morning and a long day ahead of us" Hotch said before everyone split up grabbing room keys from off of the lobby desk and heading to their rooms, me and Spencer did the same. We walked into an empty elevator and I pushed the button with a 4 labeled on it. "Y'know I was going to take JJ and Emily up on the offer right?" I looked at him waiting for his response, "I know, but I wanted to talk to you". I didn't respond to him, instead I look out in front of me praying that the elevator doors would open, my heart was racing out of my chest. What did he mean he had to "talk to me" ? Did I do something? Oh go what if he knows how I feel about him? Good this is gunna suck.

The ding of the elevator announcing we had arrive at out floor below the rest of the team since the rooms were scattered, I was quick to walk out and look for room 405. "give me the card" I put my hand out motioning Spencer to hand it to me, "it's okay I got it" he said almost pushing me out of the way and opening the door for me, he held it open as I walk in even though it wouldn't have closed on me either way. He walked in shutting the door behind him and stood and stared at me. I turned around to do the same, "so what is it you wanted to talk to me about Spence, am I in trouble?" He laughed at my lighthearted comment, "No you're not in trouble, but I need to talk to you about something.. serious" he walked past me and sat on the bed patting a spot next to him motioning me to come over and I did.

I sat facing him but avoiding making eye contact, and with my one of my legs under me, "sooo.." he turned to look at me, seeing i was looking anywhere but his eyes he took his index finger and moved my head to where I was starring at him face to face, maybe 5 inches separating us. "Do you feel it Phoebe? Do you feel something with us? It might sound stupid but I know you feel it to, I mean I don't know what it is, I think it's.. attraction?" He rambled on, he didn't ramble as much anymore but when he did it meant that thing was really on his mind, I did my research to.

"Spence slow down, I know what you mean but please just take a breath your face is turning red" I laugh as he smiles as me and relaxes a bit. "Sorry, sorry it's just, weird in a way, like I never thought that my competitiveness with you was because I was attracted to you, but Garcia helped me figure that out", his words set me off of balance, all this time I thought he hated me, but he just couldn't admit to himself that it was really just him having a crush, oh god is that how I felt to?

"I think I feel the same, well not think I mean I know I do but like, like you said it's weird in a way, cause all this time I just thought you hated me and like you always would" his light smirk faded when I mentioned how I thought he hated me, "I could never hate you, no matter how competitive I am I would never bring myself to hate you,your not the kind of woman someone could hate..your to loving to be hated". His words melted me, my whole life I was hated my most people not even because I did bad things, because I was different, but Spencer seen me, he understood me, because he was just like me. "So what now?" I ask breaking the silence.

He sat with his thinking face for a second before responding, "I think we should take about this more in depth when he case is over, we don't need to much clogging out minds right now", I nodded in agreement to him, "it's late, we should get to sleep" I move back on the bed and throw the covers on me as he dose the same while maintaining some friendly distance between us. "Goodnight Pheebs" I hear his raspy sleepy voice say, "Goodnight Spence". With that I close my eyes and re-enact the moment we had as I drifted off to sleep.

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HIYA SORRY CHAPTER SHORT, NEXT OBE LONG PROMISE, I HAVE TEST TMRW AND IT 12 AT NIGHT😖😖
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