2.Realisation

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by NightisNotForever

by NightisNotForever

It started with a smile. 😊
I looked back at him, knowing the world wouldn't care at all.

You see this stick in my hand mom?
It's straight!,but maybe… I'm not after all. 🌈

The terrifying addictions too won't last anymore.☠️
The devil still sucks the blood from my core.
In public I still turn my head, until the darkness goes. 😈
My misty eyes meet the floor, it's the one who knows. 👀

Sometimes the pain sores high,
like dark balloons in the day sky

Wait, I'll catch a breath, don't worry mom.
Right now I'm sitting, reflecting in my dark dorm.🚪

Dad please don't doubt and shout!
I'm fighting the monsters all inside-out.
No, I'm not on any pills now.
But they still shake hidden under my fist somehow.

I'm the brave, the brave don't you say from this time all along.

Don't want to shatter your heart.
Let me cry, squeezing the cushion, as it's also an art.✨

So I'll go to the breeze, where the ocean resides.🌊
And maybe… I'll find a man playing piano in silence,by the ocean side. 🎹

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